Sunday, June 29

Hey all

So yeah, i got this bulletin thing, its suposed to be for myspace, but, i thought it was so sweet, i have to post it here.

here it is:

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2.Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk too.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14.Guys love you more than you love them

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about a girl's body, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped..

18.Guys think WAY too much, One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant but some know that it was just prolly nothing so if it is supposed to mean something then make that meaning noticable so that thy can react on the spot

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20.If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about you

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily by that.

27. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

28.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

29. A guy would give his right wel, u know what to read a girls mind for a day, he really would.

30. no guy can handle all his problems on his own. he's jsut to subborn to admit it.

31.NOT ALL GUYS ARE butheads Just mean he represents ALL of them

32. They love it when girls talk about their bodys sometimes.

33.Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs

34. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

35.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible

36. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.



so yeah. i just thought that this was really sweet. and pretty much true also. it really makes me think..



the daze:

thanks for all ur feedback on the daze thing..
i think it might be hormones.. hum.
I've had all the tests and stuff done before.

I've been to the shrink. i don't want to go back, lol.

i dont think its depression. though i do have SAD *seasonal Association Depression*
im pretty sure. but mine lasts longer than others. like it lasts into march and April.. somtimes may. but yeah.. i still daze out..

i seem to be messing up alot too. u know? i keep getting in trouble at work, for just talking and playing around, when there is ABSOLUTELY nothing to do.. and one of my friends turned on me at work. she used to be really cool, but she keeps telling me things that aren't true!

like she made me think i was late for work, and that i had the morning shift, when i had the afternoon, and i was like OMG< I'm late. but i wasn't..
she told me i had to price these yicky magnets individually, there were over 3,000, of them. i got about 200 done, and i had stuff all over my hands by time someone else told me i did have to do them each.

she told me i could sit up by the cash register and price stuff, and i got in trouble.
she also got me yelled ad when she sucked the helium directly out fo the tank (BAD BAD BAd IDEA!!) and went, EMMMY what are you DOOING!
and i was like nooo! and everyone was like, OOO, and the boss man was like EMILY!

EEK!

besides that work is great! lol. i still love my job. even though it can be a bit stressful.

yesterday a guy compliment me on my clothes, and he was CUTE!
=3



other stuff going on..

Tuesday i am going to the mall wiht my BFF (Beth) she is the BESTEST!
this week on the fourth i am going to see soem fireworks downtown wiht my church friends.
my friends are getting back from a trip to Rome they were on all week! im so excited! i really missed them!!

i am trying to get a tan.
i have REALLY Fair skin. i have never tanned, only burned before. so i am trying to tan. after noticing that my legs look like parchment. who wants to wear a miniskirt Whit legs like wax! YUCK! my mom wont let me go to ultra tan either! even though my first tan is free! erg!!

I'm mad about that.

My brothers 14th birthday was today.
im so proud of hi actually.
today he and i got along REALLY well. idk what it was.
i have a new hairstyle for him, lol. he has UGLY hair, like messy all the time, he never brushes it kinda boy, and i told him that he needed a new one.
so i am making him grow it out a bit so he can spike it s bit, and have sexy hair like the guy at arbys.

he needs at least one thing that girls like in him, and hair, is a BIG deal for all the girls i know! lol..
but yeah. i hope he will get a girl he likes or something. lol.

humm.. i am losing weight. i noticed that.

IT SO WEIRD!


okay, last month:
i ate REALLY healthy, vegetarian, health food, i exercised, and stuff,

THIS MONTH:
i eat at fast food restaurants every day, and i sleep alot, and i am also working, and ive lost weight. i dont understand. BUT i think its prolly just because i am working that im losing weight.. its jsut being on my feet all day in a hot room, stocking shelves is tiring. but yeah. this is good, lol.
=3

*sigh*

well.. ill see you all later. love to you all. idk WHAT i'd do without my bloggy friends to support me! *huggles*

love yall

emmy

Monday, June 23

Viva la Vida!



im so excited about Coldplay's new album, Viva la Vida. i just adore them. thier new album cover song is the best. im not a long time fan of CP, but after clocks, i was hooked. :3 thanks to by BFF T..


today is music Playlist.

i am into a new artist called kerli, she is kinda weird, but i adore it. very harajuku. shuwheat. her song 'Love is Dead' is very sweet. even tho i care not to watch the music video.. its slightly ..strange.
Modest Mouse with 'Dashboard'.
(okay i admit it) Fallout Boy with 'This Aint a Scene is a... arms Race'
Bobby Gentry with 'Ode to Billie Joe'. i will write a review for this in a little. it has such depth.
the Goo-Goo Dolls - Black Balloon.
Mcfly - She Falls Asleep
Radiohead - Creep
Relient K - Who i am hates Who I've Been.

that is today. i dont have much time to think lately. so i think in music. its a beautiful thought. and it is singing through my mind as i type.

poetry. i thought about thinking in song. its slightly hard. but it is easy to Feel in Music.

with how i have been busy, with school, work and.. i feel like im missing somthing.. big.

well, with all of those things, its hard to even think right now.

so i wont go into any of my normal posts or anything. the usual. i am feeling a change over head.

somthing is diffrent. i move through the days in a litteral daze.

until my brother goes 'ayy baybay'. ug. he KNOWS i hate it when he does that. hence, he does it.

i AMNOT his 'bay bay', im his SISTER. UGGGG.

anyways. today at work was okay. very slow. and i was in the daze thing..

idk why im in a daze, its not a BAD thing, its nto a sad daze, just a not present daze. im not depsressed or anything. just zoned out. not high, i can think. but its on the surrface. i enjoy things, u know, talking to my family, and work, but its just all noise. its not whats really important. what IS important i cant figure out yet. idk whats going on. but i dont mind. becuase its part of the unimportant things.

all i can say about all of this is ERG. whats wrong with ME?!??!

.. who knows.

so yeah. any thoughts? sugestions on what IS wrong? idk. i have to sort this all out. but first, i have a long paper on the hound of the beaskervilles, (YICK) and then sleep. i have been doing that a lot. like a whole lot.

I Slept more that 60% of last week.

i dont think that is normal. i jsut cant think of anything else to do.

i need a vaycation.

.. i dont get one this year. im trying to plan somthing .. i have posed the idea of a traintrip to Charleston. i can be done, i have found. i'd stay with a family friend. do some shopping. i really need to do that. that'll perk me up 90% of the time.

the charelston open air markets are the best thing ever invented. i will get a white miniskirt. thats what i need. i need to feel pretty. :3 even if it IS a miniskirt. which my parents disapprove of. haha. but whatever. i have started collecting things for my box to kitri. i have 1 thing.. lol..hem.its cute, i promise u will like it so far.

ill keep slowly working on that.

OO, i know what i need. Flipflops. and shorts.

i am so anti-fashion sumtimes. i haev my own little fashion. and it lives in the winter. lol.

my summer clothes comes to about,.. nothiing that i cant wear in winter to.>.>

i need to work on this..if anyone wants to AIM me, sicne i bored, my screen name is imindiemmy.

see yall!

(OMG, i just said yall.. o.O" )

Saturday, June 21

Secret Valentine - We the Kings

We the Kings - Secret Valentine

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight
secret valentine
We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
I'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine
We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this is just a song i really like. lol. it has no secret meaning, lol, for me anyways. its just really pretty. :3

Sunday, June 15

Happy Fathers Day; Board


Happy Fathers day to all... dads.

I'm really just posting for lack of anything better to do.
today, on the radio, and i hardly ever listen to the radio, i heard somehitng so terrible, so earsplitting, so horrendous, i almost died. and i mean it. it was.. it WAS, IT WASSS, a Hanna Montanan song. errg! X_x

something about not waiting to see someone again. i couldn't really tell, i was rithing on the floor in pain.

as you can guess, i am not a mileycyrus fan. she changed her name you know. lol.
so really, im not a fan of Destiny Hope Cyrus.
but apparently eveeetrrrryyy one called her miley. yeah right.
but yeah. all she ever sings about is about how grea it is to be a pop princess, get boys, and be a TV star. yuck. i loathe her.

well, Happy fathers day again..
:3

Friday, June 13

Double Tag, Gathering, and gone alot!

I've been tagged twice by crissy! its been a while! lol.

The "rules" of the game:
Each player answers the questions about themselves.
At the end of the post, the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names,
then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment,
letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog.
Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.


Ten years ago: today, i was 6 years old.. which means.. i was.. probably.. doing girl scout things? i honestly don't remember that long ago!


Five things in today's 'to do list':
wake up,
be picked up by mom form friend's house,
CLEAN MY ROOM! (its never a mess, until i got so busy i didn't have time to think!)
do math test.. again.
blog..


Snacks I enjoy:
chocolate
coke zero
chocolate animal crackers..

Things I would do if I was a millionaire:
take a long nap since i now know i never have to work hard to get money, haha.

Places I have lived: South Carolina.. and South Carolina.. and oh, south Carolina..!

Tagged the Second!


have been tagged by Crissy a while ago. I am supposed to name 7 random and or weird facts about myself. So here it goes:
1. i have no shorts in my wardrobe, yet. flip flops either.

2. if i see another sharpie in my life, i will curl up and die! ( i price tagged and sorted over 3,000 sharpies at work in the past couple days)

3. apparently my type of guy is prep football players. even tho I'm not that kind of person! lol.

4. i am trying to AIM, Blog, and do my religion homework at the same time.

5. i adore WE the Kings, an neto band

6. i will most likely grow up to be a yuppie, haha.

College yuppie (future me)


7. i am really tired.


Now I have to tag 7 people. who ever reads this if you want to play along just leave me a message so I can check your blog out.
and i tag..
Kathy, Kitri, Ash, and Blondie for both of the taggy things. lol!

Okay! well, i have had Ash and kitri interested in my package sending thing, sooo,

i will start collecting stuff for your guys packages. it may take a bit tho! lol. i cant wait to get yours!

and i will be gone alot next week, due to uber busy scedule, and the following week, because i am going to a friend's house to stay a week. that will be fun. mini vaykay. i might post pics of us while we are hanging out and stuff. so yeah. ;3 lots of love!

Emmy

Saturday, June 7

Busyness, SATs Me Shopping, You Shopping, Me Fotoqueen, Heart in Ohio! All My Remaining love, Exchange!




Busyness!:
Its been really hectic this week.
something everyday!
work, friends, family friends,
SATs.. stuff.
its been quite trying.
and now an old hand injury is starting to hurt me again. ouch. i have to wrap something around my hand as a makeshift splint. right now it is an old ribbon, haha.
so busyness is hectic..
but for a girl with insomnia problems, i am keeping up quite well!
i am enjoying work alot! i am also excelling alot too.
where as it took the other new (not so new anymore) girl over a month to answer the phone,
i am making calls already! i blew up my first balloon 30 minutes into the job, and my first large bouquet on the second. i rock. lol.
i am really learning where everything is quickly. and let me tell u, wills in NOT an easy place to navigate! lol.
i get payed next Thursday. I'm happy. i will have to save it though! lol.so there is your explanation for the decrease in posts, and comments on all of my bloggy friend's blogs. sorry! ive been so busy!

SATs:
well, it is done. i took the SATs for the first time.. SO!
here is what i thought of it..
WHAT A FLIPPING WASTE OF TIME!
i got up early for THAT??!!
it was not hard.. it was easyish. i will tell weather it was overall easish when i get my scores bakc in a couple weeks tho. i don't know who well i did, but i was expecting it to be SO much harder!
but i was also not stressed about doing well since this was a practice run. it was lame tho. no cell phones in the building. im surprised they didn't frisk us. it was strict. no talking Whit other people at all. no gum.. no food.. no talking, u have to bring 2 pencils, #2 only!! lol.
no cell phones at all. sheesh. i wouldn't cheat even if i could, lol.
oh this is the cool part, they had u sign this forum, stating that you wouldn't discuss the test in any part or at all Whit anyone, including, fellow test takers, parents, teachers, councilors, friends and religious persons. HAHAHA. i was almost like, screw that, im telling the WORLD! lol. jkjk, i wouldn't do that. but it is a good excuse for not going through the hairy business of, 'how was ur test?'..' why wont u talk to me about the test?' what kind of questions did they ask?" thing with my parnets. life saver in wolf's clothing? lol. over all: not as bad as first assumed.


Me Shopping:
i went shopping this week. not a good idea i must admit!
but i got some coolio stuff!
a pair of rainbow gloves, and a pastel studded belt. so cute! i will wear it every day to school next year!

You Shopping:
Kathy,
Have the Bookworms Arrived yet? i hope so! lol.

Thanks for all you interest in my bookworms!
thanks ash and Kitri for wanted some! i really hope u can get one!
i added new ones a while ago. :3 go me. lol.

Ive been taking fotos off the wall lately. i enjoy editing them so much!! :3 here is one of my favorites!





yes i know, I'm such a weirdie kid, haha. but tis fashion. and i enjoy being tacky wacky! those are my gloves, the new rainbow one, and my best friends one, my best friend B. has the other. :D


Hawthorne heights: Ohio is for lovers.
well,i think Ohio is for.. people in Ohio.
my heart is at the beach. with someone. ^^ enough said.


All my Remaining Love Goes out to Kathy and little Joshua for the adoption. I'm still praying!


Exchange!

okay, having read many blogs in my short time blogging, i have come across this several times, in many different forms and always thou hgt it was pretty darn coolio!okay, here is how it works...i send u a package of sweet stuff from where i am at.. things that have been sent:music play lists, post cards, stuff i made, cards, stuff from where i work, stuff form where i live, and anything in general i find cute and would like to share with someone.
then u mail me back with like stuff. :D stuff liie listed above, to me. hence thee great exchange.
kitiri had the idea of sending cakes and stuff she made herself. i say rock on! lol.so yeah, if you are interested, then just email me at cuteable@live.com,
and i will give u my address and stuff. ^.^
but this is only for my bloggy friends i know! im not giving it out to random strangers!
T_T lol.
so yeah, love to all of my friends!
ILY!! :3
have a coolness week!
ill get back to u when u have a break from reality!


Wednesday, June 4

Work Work Work.. and SATs

well. i am on my second day of work.
it was nice. i am getting used to it. :D
i work with this sweet girl, Brittney, who is going to college this year.
there is also this girl named Elisabeth, who is getting married in a month,
a 3 guys named Mark, Seth, and Scott.
there are 5 other people i have met so far,
my manager, Bobby, and the three older people, who watch over the kids and run the cash registers, Kelly, Mrs. Darlene and Pam.
i love Wills. its the coolest little place ever.
as soon as i go into work, the rest of the world fades out, and the shop is the world. there is nothing beyond the sidewalk outside. just me, my co-workers, lots of stuff, and some costumers.
i love wills. i am really glad i got a job there. :D
thye say im a prodigy, lol.
i blew up 5 balloons on my first day, and 24 on my second. i also answered the phone for the first time today. it took most of them, at least a couple weeks to even get to the balloon stage. i excel quickly. there is another new lady, i forget her name, but she had been working there a month, and she just answered the phone for the first time last week. I'm so proud of myself. *huggles*
lol
so i enjoy work alot.

SATs

well.. i have sats this weekend.
ANNND, i have decided that i WILL NOT care what my score is. i KNOW i will do badly on the math section. here is why..
i signed up for the SATs 2 months ago, and every morning, the SAT board e-mails you a daily SAT question. for the first month and a half, over 90% of those were Grammar and English problem. sentence definition and stuff. i got over 95% Right on those. (the rest of them, my mom tried and got wrong,) haha
but, about a half a month ago, they started sending me Math problems.. and now i have a 45% Right ratio. SCARRIES! i have not gotten more than three math problems right! i am so scared!
but, i am decided i will not get all hyped up about how badly i do. i will just have to try to prefect that next year at school, when thye give me SAT prep classes. a good bonus of going out for school.
but yeah. its scarry! i have them this Saturday morning, at 6am.
go figure, the only day i i get to sleep in, i have to go let my brains become mush for school. ugh.
just pray for me and stuff. not that i will do well, but just that i will make it. cuz i am not sure i will even be able to do that!

i am going to be suave and wear my PJs to the SATs. that is a trend right now. lol.


an Update,

here is my Etsy shoppe link: http://constantlyhoping.etsy.com

i have added some more bookworms. just to stay in stock, and will soon be adding rosaries made by my mom. Lots of Love to u all! *huggles*

emmy

Sunday, June 1

Happy June! Good news, more good News! new Blog, WIWT


Happy first of June everyone!
don't you just love it when the month starts on a Sunday? =D
its so organized, (unlike me!)
so yeah. happy first of June! ITS SUMMER!

Good News!!


Kathy!!!
I LOVVEE UUUUUUUU!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Kathy, one of my best bloggy friends, bought all of my book worms on Etsy today!
IM SO HAPPYY! she is going to give them to Destinyand her mom, and Todd and keep one 4 herself. :D lol
but im so happpyy! YAY! U MADE MY DAY!
yay! now i just have to figure out how to sen them. lol.
so yeah. THANKS YOU THE BESTEST EVER!

MORE good news!

I HAVE A JOB!
i have a job!
i hAvE a JoB!
YAY!
well, Will's hired me!
i have a job!
its minimum wage (5.80$ an hour)
and im not working full time, but, its the best thing ever!
YAY! i wll start out blowing balloons for kids and partysand stuff, and slowly advance to cashier. :D also a highlight of my day.

i am making good Friends at oakbrook already!
i went to my twin's party Friday evening. that was fun!
(she is not really my twin, but we are soo similar!! its creepy)
her name is Beth. and we hung out, and it was soo cool!
and i met this guy. he is sweet. i wont tell u his name, yet, cuz my mom might read this, but ill have i know, he is from the same religion! so there. haha. lol.
(my parents have this thing about dating outside of our religion, well, they have this thing about dating in general. I'm not allowed to. until I'm in college. it WAS supposed to e until I'm 16, but since im here now, they decided its still to soon. i was wtf to that. I'm mature. i think. he he)
but yeah. it wa UBER FUN!

so yeah. things are going pretty good for me right now. i am going to go take a nap. even tho i am supposed to be doing some reading, and some math, but its Sunday! idc. lol. I'm napping. well deserved. ^^

the only thing i can think that's bad Right now, is that i have poison ivy, no texting on my phone, and my hair is still and Fugly color of brown. lol.
so yeah. love to u all. prayers to
Kathy for Little Joshua, and Lisa for Girlie!

oh yeah!

i have done it.
found a guyblog!
i have been searching for a blog by a guy. and not one that has to do Whit sports on anything. just a blogging blog. and i found one. he is a nice guy from.. somewhere. I'm not quite sure! lol, but here is his link. ^^


Metis Wong
http://wackychineseboy.blogspot.com/

yeah. check him out if ur interested! :D i added him to the nav bar!


WIWT
today is a lazy dazie. lol. bandage for poison ivy!
its really itchy, and has ointment all over it, so i have a bandage on ym arm. very pitiful looking. lol. if you haven't guessed my favorite colors by now, lol. ur silly.