Viva la Vida!

im so excited about Coldplay's new album, Viva la Vida. i just adore them. thier new album cover song is the best. im not a long time fan of CP, but after clocks, i was hooked. :3 thanks to by BFF T..

today is music Playlist.

i am into a new artist called kerli, she is kinda weird, but i adore it. very harajuku. shuwheat. her song 'Love is Dead' is very sweet. even tho i care not to watch the music video.. its slightly ..strange.
Modest Mouse with 'Dashboard'.
(okay i admit it) Fallout Boy with 'This Aint a Scene is a... arms Race'
Bobby Gentry with 'Ode to Billie Joe'. i will write a review for this in a little. it has such depth.
the Goo-Goo Dolls - Black Balloon.
Mcfly - She Falls Asleep
Radiohead - Creep
Relient K - Who i am hates Who I've Been.

that is today. i dont have much time to think lately. so i think in music. its a beautiful thought. and it is singing through my mind as i type.

poetry. i thought about thinking in song. its slightly hard. but it is easy to Feel in Music.

with how i have been busy, with school, work and.. i feel like im missing somthing.. big.

well, with all of those things, its hard to even think right now.

so i wont go into any of my normal posts or anything. the usual. i am feeling a change over head.

somthing is diffrent. i move through the days in a litteral daze.

until my brother goes 'ayy baybay'. ug. he KNOWS i hate it when he does that. hence, he does it.

i AMNOT his 'bay bay', im his SISTER. UGGGG.

anyways. today at work was okay. very slow. and i was in the daze thing..

idk why im in a daze, its not a BAD thing, its nto a sad daze, just a not present daze. im not depsressed or anything. just zoned out. not high, i can think. but its on the surrface. i enjoy things, u know, talking to my family, and work, but its just all noise. its not whats really important. what IS important i cant figure out yet. idk whats going on. but i dont mind. becuase its part of the unimportant things.

all i can say about all of this is ERG. whats wrong with ME?!??!

.. who knows.

so yeah. any thoughts? sugestions on what IS wrong? idk. i have to sort this all out. but first, i have a long paper on the hound of the beaskervilles, (YICK) and then sleep. i have been doing that a lot. like a whole lot.

I Slept more that 60% of last week.

i dont think that is normal. i jsut cant think of anything else to do.

i need a vaycation.

.. i dont get one this year. im trying to plan somthing .. i have posed the idea of a traintrip to Charleston. i can be done, i have found. i'd stay with a family friend. do some shopping. i really need to do that. that'll perk me up 90% of the time.

the charelston open air markets are the best thing ever invented. i will get a white miniskirt. thats what i need. i need to feel pretty. :3 even if it IS a miniskirt. which my parents disapprove of. haha. but whatever. i have started collecting things for my box to kitri. i have 1 thing.. lol..hem.its cute, i promise u will like it so far.

ill keep slowly working on that.

OO, i know what i need. Flipflops. and shorts.

i am so anti-fashion sumtimes. i haev my own little fashion. and it lives in the winter. lol.

my summer clothes comes to about,.. nothiing that i cant wear in winter to.>.>

i need to work on this..if anyone wants to AIM me, sicne i bored, my screen name is imindiemmy.

see yall!

(OMG, i just said yall.. o.O" )

posted by Emily Dorchak at 5:10 PM