Friday, January 7

becuse nothing feels like home

well.. life was great, then it went sour. now i cant stand it. next year im transfering colleges.
welcome to your first year of college:
you'll have massive debt,
the food sucks,
you will fail a class your first semester,
there will be to much drama for even the biggest drama queens to handle,
your room mate will hate you,
your professors thing you stupid,
you'll gain more than the freshman 15 lbs,
you will realize what a jerk you are,
you will miss your boyfriend more than anything,
you will hate your new life.


Wednesday, December 30

i has nothing to do.. i kind of want to make some video blogs with David.. maybe i will at the new years party.
nothing special thing Christmas. it seems that the older i get the less exciting they are.. I'm on the phone with David right now, and he is falling asleep.. I'm a little upset since we haven't talked at all tonight, but i think I'm just going to let him sleep..
I'm really tired myself, but I'm really hungry, so i can't sleep. i do not want school to start back.. NO. i want to sleep and be fat and lazy. at this point i am so mad at school right now i want to drop out. die die die...
good night..
bloggarversary was two days ago lol :3

Friday, December 11


Im watching Julie& Julia, it made me think about my blog, and that I havn't gotten on for a while..
Well.. recently.. All A's in school (except for AP Gov.. which is an 88.. but thats a high B!) I have gotten into college, and it is my dream college so I am thrilled as heck. My senior year is going wonderfully, its full of stress, but i am determined to live life to its fullest.
I can't wait for college but i am so scared of the big changes ahead of me.
Other big news is that my family is moving to south america in the next couple years. I am excited about this interesting development. They have decided upon further notice, that living in America is just to expensive and that living in another country is cheeper. I agree with them, so that if they ever move to such a place, they could live like kings on a salary that in america wouldn't support a family of 2. well, this will be fun for my family and I know inside that it is the right choice. the only thing that i am worried about is that i will be all by myself when they leave, and will have no help when i am in college all on my lonesome.

I have decided to take part in the SC teacher's loan program, which is the state will pay $2,500
a year towards my college and after i graduate i will work for them in the 'cirtical' areas of the state that desperately need teachers. Look out SC, you have a future Art Teacher!
In college i will be doing a Major/minor of Art Education and Graphic Design. this is a perfect job for me.
now, i have a migrane since the weather .. and i hit my head against David's second period today. i bumped into him when i was trying to hug him and hit his head with my head (REALY HARD) so now i will take a warm bath then off to bed, so i can take the ACT in the morning and get some more scholarships lol.


Thursday, September 17


Ok, now i have thought of my AP Art project now :)
im happy.
my concentration will be, signs of bad luck!
walkung under a ladder,
black cats
stepping on cracks
breaking mirrors,
full moons and superstition

im super psyched!
im thinking lots of acrylic :)


Monday, September 14

Blah Blah Blahs!!

anyways.. i have discovered the BEST thing EVER...
Imogen Heap: an indie artist with a strange and completely attractive thing going on..
it akwakens my deep and old love of Enya and elvish and such.

I love to see your eyes shine when you laugh.

Melin ceni hin lîn síla i 'eladhach
I love to see your eyes shine when you laugh

May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh how far you are from home

May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh how far you are from home

no i didnt copy that. i did it myself. i have the font on my computer, and i translated it with my old translation sheet. yeah, i still have my whole elvish dictionary lol.. its like 5 reems of paper lol. :P i wish i had studied it further. its such an intricate and beautiful language.
i need to name my computer.. like zach's curly brace lol. :) idk what though.. elvish me thinks.
I HAVE IT... hehe..


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