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becuse nothing feels like home

2011-01-07T14:36:00.001-08:00

well.. life was great, then it went sour. now i cant stand it. next year im transfering colleges.
welcome to your first year of college:
you'll have massive debt,
the food sucks,
you will fail a class your first semester,
there will be to much drama for even the biggest drama queens to handle,
your room mate will hate you,
your professors thing you stupid,
you'll gain more than the freshman 15 lbs,
you will realize what a jerk you are,
you will miss your boyfriend more than anything,
you will hate your new life.

WELCOME TO COLLEGE!

2009-12-30T22:04:00.001-08:00

i has nothing to do.. i kind of want to make some video blogs with David.. maybe i will at the new years party.

nothing special thing Christmas. it seems that the older i get the less exciting they are.. I'm on the phone with David right now, and he is falling asleep.. I'm a little upset since we haven't talked at all tonight, but i think I'm just going to let him sleep..

I'm really tired myself, but I'm really hungry, so i can't sleep. i do not want school to start back.. NO. i want to sleep and be fat and lazy. at this point i am so mad at school right now i want to drop out. die die die...

good night..

bloggarversary was two days ago lol :3

-emmy

Julia

2009-12-11T17:16:00.000-08:00

Im watching Julie& Julia, it made me think about my blog, and that I havn't gotten on for a while..

Well.. recently.. All A's in school (except for AP Gov.. which is an 88.. but thats a high B!) I have gotten into college, and it is my dream college so I am thrilled as heck. My senior year is going wonderfully, its full of stress, but i am determined to live life to its fullest.

I can't wait for college but i am so scared of the big changes ahead of me.

Other big news is that my family is moving to south america in the next couple years. I am excited about this interesting development. They have decided upon further notice, that living in America is just to expensive and that living in another country is cheeper. I agree with them, so that if they ever move to such a place, they could live like kings on a salary that in america wouldn't support a family of 2. well, this will be fun for my family and I know inside that it is the right choice. the only thing that i am worried about is that i will be all by myself when they leave, and will have no help when i am in college all on my lonesome.

I have decided to take part in the SC teacher's loan program, which is the state will pay $2,500

a year towards my college and after i graduate i will work for them in the 'cirtical' areas of the state that desperately need teachers. Look out SC, you have a future Art Teacher!

In college i will be doing a Major/minor of Art Education and Graphic Design. this is a perfect job for me.

now, i have a migrane since the weather .. and i hit my head against David's second period today. i bumped into him when i was trying to hug him and hit his head with my head (REALY HARD) so now i will take a warm bath then off to bed, so i can take the ACT in the morning and get some more scholarships lol.

NIGHT

-Emmy

HAHA AP Art

2009-09-17T14:25:00.000-07:00

Ok, now i have thought of my AP Art project now :)

im happy.

my concentration will be, signs of bad luck!

walkung under a ladder,

black cats

stepping on cracks

breaking mirrors,

full moons and superstition

IT WILL BE AMAZING

im super psyched!

im thinking lots of acrylic :)

Blah Blah Blahs!!

2009-09-14T17:21:00.000-07:00

anyways.. i have discovered the BEST thing EVER...

Imogen Heap: an indie artist with a strange and completely attractive thing going on..

it akwakens my deep and old love of Enya and elvish and such.

I love to see your eyes shine when you laugh.

Melin ceni hin lîn síla i 'eladhach
I love to see your eyes shine when you laugh

May it be an evening star

Shines down upon you

May it be when darkness falls

Your heart will be true

You walk a lonely road

Oh how far you are from home

May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh how far you are from home

no i didnt copy that. i did it myself. i have the font on my computer, and i translated it with my old translation sheet. yeah, i still have my whole elvish dictionary lol.. its like 5 reems of paper lol. :P i wish i had studied it further. its such an intricate and beautiful language.

i need to name my computer.. like zach's curly brace lol. :) idk what though.. elvish me thinks.

I HAVE IT... hehe..

Gemma
Jewel

Miriel
(Mere-ee-ell)

Miriel

Hum...

2009-08-22T18:54:00.001-07:00

so now i have a senior project blog.. nice.. idk how much of a learning experiance it will be, but wtfe?
school has stated. im happy.
i missed it and had a terrible summer.
my classes are:
Algebra 3
English 4
Anatomy & Physiology
Economy .5
AP Government
AP Art
and Senior Project
:P

a lot of classes.. a full schedule BETHANY..
sorry.
classes outside school start soon, and my job... whenever mrs seay gets around to it -_-
need money NOW.
kinda mad rightnow. i hate it when people underestimate you.
i really do. they should know. i said so, im not bragging or lying. then theyre like, its not so much. well suck it. because it better then u... naptime.

happy news:

1 year anniversary august 29.
SOO excited. its a sunday. we are going to church then out to dinner. i love my david

Queen - I Want to Ride My Bicycle

-Emmy

Photography at its best

2009-06-14T19:49:00.000-07:00

www.imindiemmy.deviantart.com
YAY!

so nothing much going on this summer. but i will say that with the unemployment rate so high rightnow it is litterally impossible for a teenager to get a job now.
so im starting my own housecleaning business with my friend. yay!
idk.. ive been pretty bored.
im hanging out wiht david tomorrow. we are going to the library and park.
im gonna take some pics so i can edit them if i go to the M.'s house and use their Photoshop CS4. im excited. ive been begging my parents for phototshop for years now. and i get to use the latest edition whenever i want!!
hehe
thankyou Ms!
ive been painting a lot in prep for AP Art. im excited about it. but im out of canvas.. AGAIN lol. im so poor. need that house cleaning money soon, or i have no new clothes for school next year.
well, back to watching FMA.

emmy

Schoolllsss OUT

2009-05-30T15:14:00.001-07:00

so schools out, i havent gotten my report card back yet, but im expecting it soon.
its mine and davids aniversary. im so happy.
i had a fun day, end of school party.
my mom is gone in florida on vacation, so its just me and my dad. kind of akward but ok. we went to go see Star Trek, its was GREAT. rightnow im watching FanBoys. im so bored rightnow. im gonna go do something constructve, like nap...
love

emmy

the blog for my Frau

2009-05-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

i made a blog for me german teacher since she's going away. we are all so sad. she is going to be a mission family in centeral africa. fun.
i designed a blog for her anyways., i forgot to finish the layotu through, there are still some messy links. so i need something to do. i miss my david a lot.
i got my texting turned off because its to expenive. now i dotn knowhow to live. my life is so boreing. i swear to god.
i cant talk to ANYONE, since EVERYONE only uses texting now.
graduations are today. im going so i can wish my senior babies goodbye.
lots of love and stuff

emmy

www.wherearethestapels.blogspot.com

in the Future..

2009-05-15T15:23:00.000-07:00

so anyways. its almost the end of the school year.. wow. 1 more whole weeks and some half days of exams.
what comes next year.. i don't know.
so i talked to our art teacher, Mrs. G, about joining the AP Art class. wow. keep in mind i haven't had any previous art classes in my high school edu.
so i bring in my portfolio, and she looks it over, and she really wants me to join!!
im so excited!! like this is the best thing ever. there are problems.. like its usually a 2 year course, and i have to take it in one.. but she thinks i can handle it. i have to create 24 peaice of artwork by may 1st 2010.. we have 12 assorted pictures, random paintings and sketches, charcoals and colleges. then we have 12 concentrated pieces, all based on one theme or subject. i am thinking cherry trees. i really like painting them. yay.
another really great thing is that my Journalism teacher, Mrs. L, wants to send me to a graphic designing school over the summer. 5 weeks of intense graphic design training. 1-5 mon-fri during June... for free. she says she really want to send me to it. I'm like YEAH!!
its like a dream come true!!!
both of these things are!!

so Ive decided a major for college..
im going to be an high school art teacher and a graphic designer. and i can do bothy at the college i wan tot go to. i can get into that college for free Whit my honors classes next year, and get a teacher loan for the rest which will be forgiven after i graduate if i teach in state for 4 years afterwards. how COOL.

and the place i want to go to is PERFECT. right now my future plans are almost dream like. i hope they work out, because this is WAY more than i ever hoped for.

-emmy

P.S.

this is funny, so my 9 month anniversary with my boyfriend, is the last day of school, and the day before we have known eachother for exactly one year. COOL.
i cant wait. hes my boo *kisses*

im at skoooll!!!

2009-05-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

hey im at school. i figured out i cant post pictures anymore form some echnical reason so i cant show u. im in the computer lab for my Computer applications 2 class. me and my computer partner/ one of my bffs leonard and bored. he is playing on my Gameboy adv. SP and im blogging. im bored. can you tell!
I <3 u kathy!!! uve stuck wiht me after all this long long time girl!!
so school is going good. im making As in almost all my classes and my GPA is 3.6! how coolio! now if i can just keep it up. ^^
my computer teacher likes me lol. shes crazy but i like her too. her name is Mrs. M.
ok so now im just gonna go back to doing school stuff. leo is havign some trouble wiht my SP. its to' stone age' for his futuristic DS skillz. i need to go teach hi m how to be oldfashioned. lol. love u yew all! *huggie*

SO PROM...

2009-04-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

is today... later this evening. like wow. who would have known, from last years emm thats id be going to prom this year. wow. ive got myself a date, too. hes a cutie. i have a pink princess dress, and he has white suit and pink tie to match. im wearing pink converse for my shose, and useing my moms wedding purse. im excited. hes comming to pick me up at 330, and i have my hair appointment at 12. i kina miss blogging, but i know no one reads this one anymore. so it doesnt mtter anyways.
so im jsut really excited, and killing time until my hair appointment. i did my nails myself. im so proud they look wonderful. when i get pics of my dress and my date, ill post them. prom laszts unti; 12, and my parents set a cerfew of 1230.. yeah right, hahaha.. so lame because i dont even get to go to the afterprom party. NOT COOL. but i do get to have a nice dinner and go to a dance all afternoon and evening with my boyfriend, so im happy. OH, he got me a ring. we have been dating 8 months now. a big number for highschool, where relationships dont usaly last more thn a month or so. so he got me a ring, its white gold, with a saphire and diamonds, from Zales. i almsot cried when i got it, like WOOHOO. wow.. anyways. itws so pretty and i wear it on my left hand, even though my dad got mad at me for putting it on that hand, and since i know he prolly reasd my blog, HAHA, shame to u. i wont tae it OFF. but i wont say why i wont either. so.. ik my fingers are beginning t hurt cuz my fake nails. im going to go do homework and kill time.
XOXO

emmy

Snowman Bloody Snowman

2009-03-02T10:14:00.000-08:00

okay, so it snowed! hehe! march 1st we got 5 inches of snow. more than we've gotten in like 5 years.
Thomas in the Snow

we had some fun obviously! so we, (Me, sam, and Andy) went outside and created the worlds BEST and perhaps Oddest Snowman EVER created.. ever.. ever.. Snowman Bloody Snowman..

now i know what you're thinking.. but the media has influanced us children for the worse! just look at the results!:

so yeah.. it was a fun day. no school. which i actualy missed. i was ready to go back on sunday.. and now its monday..erg.
oh well.. im sittng and drinking blueberry tea and blogging, what more could i ask for.. ^^

Happy Valentines DAY!

2009-02-14T20:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

its been an okay day.
i sat home a slept. cleaned my bathroom.
grr.. ok, today SUCKED.
i didnt get to hang out wiht my boyfriend for 3 reasons:
1. my parents are trying to convince me there is no such thing as valentines and i dont have a valentine..
2. he has work
3 hes grounded

so not cool reasons.
my parnets wouldnt even let me go hangout with my best friend and go see friday the 13th with her.. GR!
so i cleaned, and ate the candy i had gotten from the day before. it was ok i guess.
so i was bored as i sat here filling a CD with songs for one of myfriends. its data. 6,000 songs so far.. i think im gonna need another cd, dont you?
i have a large library. over 10,000 tracks. im a music lover.. if u havent noticed by now,. hehe.
its started out he asked for a new CD from a band thts comming through town, becasue he knew i had it, and u cant get it in stores for a week, so i was like, SURE! id love to. so he accidentally gave me a DVD Data disc. woops, i siad it was ok. u couldnt listen to it on ur CD player, but pop it into computer and i can give u way more songs... so he made a list, and i added a couple more artists on. but its the complete discographys of them so. its no wonder its eatin up those MB like a fat man eats candy on valentines. haha. well.. back to my cd making. and i have a lonely boyfrind to TXT spam while he is at work, so i will TTYL yall.

(it was nice to hear from u again cathy!)

-Emmy

HEHE, WELL!

2009-02-12T13:46:00.000-08:00

i havent posted in so long. it feels like forever.. WELL, a current update is in order i feel.

ok so, Im 17 now. yay. 17 is a big number.. i think. i feel young still though. i can get my licens now iwthout having to take a driving course. i tried 2 times and failed. -_- now the car keeps breaking down so i cant take it anyways.
eventually ill get it so im not worried. and i dont have a car of my own, so what would i drive? hehe. my hair is super short. i had to get the back kinda shaved becuase its so short. but its super duper cute. ^^
my and my boyfriend (david) are 6 months this month. that is a freaking long time in highschool. yeah my parents know. but i dont care anymore. so. ^^
my life is pretty boaring rihgt now. grades are on average about a 90? im making all As anf Bs. mostly Bs though. *sigh*
the AP english test is comming up, but i dont plan on taking it. this comming monday, the 16 is a free day for students, so im gonna hang out wiht my BFF Bethany, and we are gonna chill.
yay.
i have a twitter if anyone is interested or has one too. now its naptime. its like what.. 5? and im TIRED. i always take a nap after school now, or i die from tiredness by like 11, before i finish my homework. my friend, maryhobbit, has a blog now. so im happy. i know her in real life. please chekc out her blog if u ahve the time.

-Emmy

Hello world!

2008-10-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

well hello all... i dont know what to write really. lol.

stuff has been going well.
school is going great..ish. lol. i am not doing so hot in some classes, but well in others. ^^
right now im watching house season 5 and talking on he fone to my best friend.
tonight i am going to a birthday party for one of my friends Brian. who is turning 17 today.
YAY! i am getting him earmuffs, (inside joke) and a book about john McCain. he loves mccain.
=3
anyways.
so everything is going well.. and my mind id drawing a blank about writing right now. more later! =3

byes

ttyl

and a hello to my aunt Julie who now reads my blog.. o.O

OOHH my goodness!

2008-09-01T17:41:00.000-07:00

no time, no time no TIME!

well, school has started! YAY!

i am really enjoying every second of it, belive it or not! loli.

i am taking a whole bunch of classes,

here is my schedule, starting at 8am

English 3

Convergence journalism!

chemistry

German 1

algebra 2

us history

gym

then i go to work.

my new job, yayness!

i work at school, how ironic. from 3pm to 6pm, i watch the kids whose parents coulndt pick them up at 3. its like a after school program thing. its called the Knight Shift.

we go watch soccor and vollyball games sometimes, and i love all the kids there. they are form ages 4-13.

AWW!

there is this little boy named sam, and then one named Chloe, and a girl named taylor. they are my favorites. loli. i know i shouldnt play favorites, but i cant help it.

i work with 3 girls from college who all went to OP b4 i did, and this guy naemd Justin, who is in my grade. what a cutie!

but i have a BF now, so. lol. i cant tell u his name rihgtnow, but he is honestly the sweetest guy i have ever met!!! aww!

so yeah. every class is coolness!

my faovrite is journalism, it really does rock. i didnt have much of a choice in classes this year, but next year, my senior year, i will get to choose almost all of them. YAY!

the hardest classes are english, and algebra 2. wowzers!

the easiest is prolly us history. we have a newbie teacher, he jsut started teaching, we are SURE this is his first year. hes funny. john tucker, haha. thats hisname. we maek fun of him cuz of the movie, john tucker must die. we all belive he has a secret alter ego in which he dates 4 different girls at the same time!!

lolol.

he is a cool teacher. he plays guitar!

over the summer ive becoem a guitar fanatic. i started playing in july, and now i think im getting quite good!

i have an old acoustic my friend gave me for free. its is COMPLETELY a peice of junk, but i love it, and asked for a black hello kitty stratocaster for my brithday.

i ahve a band, me, my BF, my best friend and this guy named blassi are all in it. yayness!

wehave yet to come up with a name, and teach a few of our members how to play, but its comming along!

oo i got a haircut. really short this time. i heart it! i want to get it shorter. someday!

humm, well. no time at alL!

i have a paper on lithium to write for chemistry. so i must go. peace and love to you all. im gonna try to get back into the habbit of reading blogs, cuz we are doing blog work in jounralism, so yeah.

i lvoe u all!

ttys!

emmy

IS back.

2008-07-24T12:38:00.001-07:00

HELLO! i am SO sorry about being gone so long! i had a Fun week at my friend's house. let me tell you, it was a MUCH needed break from my family.

we went to a baseball game, and did lots of fun things. shopping, the pool a LOT. we played some sports and had some fun. i still had to work, but i was having fun with my friends.

i am now going to explain my sleep schedule, because i feel like it.

well, i have been having problems working and getting sleep in, and i just cant seem to work things out! well, when i was at my friend's house things were fine, i woke up by 8am, and was ready for work at whenever time i had it. i went to sleep by 11pm, and i was dead by night, but i got sleep and was fine. now

i am now, sleeping an average of 3 hours a night. i have been living off of coke zero and cheetos, and spend more time on the fone then anything else i do.

i have been making friends at school, even tho it starts on august 27th. i made this friend bobby, ill call him panda, i talk on the fone with him, constantly, i mean, i am either at work, or on the fone, there is NO imbatween. no sleeping, or eating, breaks, i ALWAYS on the fone with him. hahaha. its really kinda funny. but i cant stand when im not on it with him. i mean, i dont like him like that, i mean, we aren't in a relationship or anything. but he does like me, he admitted it. but i told him i didnt think of him that way and that we should just be friends, and he agreed, because we could never make it work, to complicated, but yeah, i spend so much time on the fone. its a good thing i have free nights and weekends. =3

ooo... im watching resident evil: extinction Right now.. this is a gory scene. wow. okay anyways.

last night my new best friends came over to spend the night at my house. Beth and Bambi.

bambi and beth, left to right.

i love them so much. we had chips, coke, music, movies, cameras, and fones. it was SO fun. we prank called all the guys we knew, took pictures, lol and had SO MUCH fun. i love them so much.

work has been going great, well.. kinda.. we have problems with this lady who smokes and is not nice. and everyone is leaving soon, since school is starting soon, but i love my work. it has been SOOO boring lately. like there is NOTHING to do at work. SOOO lame, LOL.

well,sorry im being so ADDmulittasking is hard. now im going to go read all of your blogs. no commenting tho, because im so lazy. just know, i love u all, and missed u and stuff. byes!

emmy

Hello All

2008-07-07T16:42:00.000-07:00

Hello all u Bloogy People!!

how is everyone today?

im doing great. thanks for asking. work is good. i might get some big people day next week. like 8 hour days. im happy.

i found out whats up with the mean lady at work. she smokes. and i dont mean cigaretts. >.>

*sigh* i feel bad for her. and our boss cant do anythign about it unless he catches her.

oh well. things are slow right now. not doing much of anything lately.

shool.. work. the usual. tomarrow we have a baptism for our friends new baby boy. his name is Willaim Paul Anthony. we call him billy paul tony. hahahaha. as a joke. lol

we are also going to a baseball game. that'll be fun. =3 i might scrap book with my co-worker brittany, and my friends Bethy abd Mahria might spend the night saturday. =3

we made our yummy pizza's tonight. this is andrew being a big goodber. >>>

lol. he is so silly.

i added another item to my shop today. my mom made rosaries. check em out. she aslo wants to put up some little candles we made With our bee's wax. we have bees. yay us. i'd sell honey too, but we sold it all soooooo quickly we didn't have any left for ourselves!

i need a movie to watch tonight. humm, lol. im not sure. =3 but i am tired. *yawn* i need more sleep!

the chicks are all grown up now. and have been for a while actually. like a month.

we are ALMOST done with the chicken-coup. which it sitting in our driveway currently. i actually cant wait till they chicks are gone. they make flies come in the house, and SMELL!

lol. i dont ever wanna have chicken again.. i think im going to be a vegan. jk, lol.

so yeah. my fingers hurt. ttyl. love u all. <3>

emmy

Hey all

2008-06-29T18:42:00.001-07:00

So yeah, i got this bulletin thing, its suposed to be for myspace, but, i thought it was so sweet, i have to post it here.

here it is:

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2.Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk too.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14.Guys love you more than you love them

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about a girl's body, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped..

18.Guys think WAY too much, One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant but some know that it was just prolly nothing so if it is supposed to mean something then make that meaning noticable so that thy can react on the spot

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20.If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about you

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily by that.

27. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

28.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

29. A guy would give his right wel, u know what to read a girls mind for a day, he really would.

30. no guy can handle all his problems on his own. he's jsut to subborn to admit it.

31.NOT ALL GUYS ARE butheads Just mean he represents ALL of them

32. They love it when girls talk about their bodys sometimes.

33.Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs

34. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

35.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible

36. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

so yeah. i just thought that this was really sweet. and pretty much true also. it really makes me think..

the daze:

thanks for all ur feedback on the daze thing..
i think it might be hormones.. hum.
I've had all the tests and stuff done before.

I've been to the shrink. i don't want to go back, lol.

i dont think its depression. though i do have SAD *seasonal Association Depression*
im pretty sure. but mine lasts longer than others. like it lasts into march and April.. somtimes may. but yeah.. i still daze out..

i seem to be messing up alot too. u know? i keep getting in trouble at work, for just talking and playing around, when there is ABSOLUTELY nothing to do.. and one of my friends turned on me at work. she used to be really cool, but she keeps telling me things that aren't true!

like she made me think i was late for work, and that i had the morning shift, when i had the afternoon, and i was like OMG< I'm late. but i wasn't..
she told me i had to price these yicky magnets individually, there were over 3,000, of them. i got about 200 done, and i had stuff all over my hands by time someone else told me i did have to do them each.

she told me i could sit up by the cash register and price stuff, and i got in trouble.
she also got me yelled ad when she sucked the helium directly out fo the tank (BAD BAD BAd IDEA!!) and went, EMMMY what are you DOOING!
and i was like nooo! and everyone was like, OOO, and the boss man was like EMILY!

EEK!

besides that work is great! lol. i still love my job. even though it can be a bit stressful.

yesterday a guy compliment me on my clothes, and he was CUTE!
=3

other stuff going on..

Tuesday i am going to the mall wiht my BFF (Beth) she is the BESTEST!
this week on the fourth i am going to see soem fireworks downtown wiht my church friends.
my friends are getting back from a trip to Rome they were on all week! im so excited! i really missed them!!

i am trying to get a tan.
i have REALLY Fair skin. i have never tanned, only burned before. so i am trying to tan. after noticing that my legs look like parchment. who wants to wear a miniskirt Whit legs like wax! YUCK! my mom wont let me go to ultra tan either! even though my first tan is free! erg!!

I'm mad about that.

My brothers 14th birthday was today.
im so proud of hi actually.
today he and i got along REALLY well. idk what it was.
i have a new hairstyle for him, lol. he has UGLY hair, like messy all the time, he never brushes it kinda boy, and i told him that he needed a new one.
so i am making him grow it out a bit so he can spike it s bit, and have sexy hair like the guy at arbys.

he needs at least one thing that girls like in him, and hair, is a BIG deal for all the girls i know! lol..
but yeah. i hope he will get a girl he likes or something. lol.

humm.. i am losing weight. i noticed that.

IT SO WEIRD!

okay, last month:
i ate REALLY healthy, vegetarian, health food, i exercised, and stuff,

THIS MONTH:
i eat at fast food restaurants every day, and i sleep alot, and i am also working, and ive lost weight. i dont understand. BUT i think its prolly just because i am working that im losing weight.. its jsut being on my feet all day in a hot room, stocking shelves is tiring. but yeah. this is good, lol.
=3

*sigh*

well.. ill see you all later. love to you all. idk WHAT i'd do without my bloggy friends to support me! *huggles*

love yall

emmy

Viva la Vida!

2008-06-23T17:10:00.000-07:00

im so excited about Coldplay's new album, Viva la Vida. i just adore them. thier new album cover song is the best. im not a long time fan of CP, but after clocks, i was hooked. :3 thanks to by BFF T..

today is music Playlist.

i am into a new artist called kerli, she is kinda weird, but i adore it. very harajuku. shuwheat. her song 'Love is Dead' is very sweet. even tho i care not to watch the music video.. its slightly ..strange.
Modest Mouse with 'Dashboard'.
(okay i admit it) Fallout Boy with 'This Aint a Scene is a... arms Race'
Bobby Gentry with 'Ode to Billie Joe'. i will write a review for this in a little. it has such depth.
the Goo-Goo Dolls - Black Balloon.
Mcfly - She Falls Asleep
Radiohead - Creep
Relient K - Who i am hates Who I've Been.

that is today. i dont have much time to think lately. so i think in music. its a beautiful thought. and it is singing through my mind as i type.

poetry. i thought about thinking in song. its slightly hard. but it is easy to Feel in Music.

with how i have been busy, with school, work and.. i feel like im missing somthing.. big.

well, with all of those things, its hard to even think right now.

so i wont go into any of my normal posts or anything. the usual. i am feeling a change over head.

somthing is diffrent. i move through the days in a litteral daze.

until my brother goes 'ayy baybay'. ug. he KNOWS i hate it when he does that. hence, he does it.

i AMNOT his 'bay bay', im his SISTER. UGGGG.

anyways. today at work was okay. very slow. and i was in the daze thing..

idk why im in a daze, its not a BAD thing, its nto a sad daze, just a not present daze. im not depsressed or anything. just zoned out. not high, i can think. but its on the surrface. i enjoy things, u know, talking to my family, and work, but its just all noise. its not whats really important. what IS important i cant figure out yet. idk whats going on. but i dont mind. becuase its part of the unimportant things.

all i can say about all of this is ERG. whats wrong with ME?!??!

.. who knows.

so yeah. any thoughts? sugestions on what IS wrong? idk. i have to sort this all out. but first, i have a long paper on the hound of the beaskervilles, (YICK) and then sleep. i have been doing that a lot. like a whole lot.

I Slept more that 60% of last week.

i dont think that is normal. i jsut cant think of anything else to do.

i need a vaycation.

.. i dont get one this year. im trying to plan somthing .. i have posed the idea of a traintrip to Charleston. i can be done, i have found. i'd stay with a family friend. do some shopping. i really need to do that. that'll perk me up 90% of the time.

the charelston open air markets are the best thing ever invented. i will get a white miniskirt. thats what i need. i need to feel pretty. :3 even if it IS a miniskirt. which my parents disapprove of. haha. but whatever. i have started collecting things for my box to kitri. i have 1 thing.. lol..hem.its cute, i promise u will like it so far.

ill keep slowly working on that.

OO, i know what i need. Flipflops. and shorts.

i am so anti-fashion sumtimes. i haev my own little fashion. and it lives in the winter. lol.

my summer clothes comes to about,.. nothiing that i cant wear in winter to.>.>

i need to work on this..if anyone wants to AIM me, sicne i bored, my screen name is imindiemmy.

see yall!

(OMG, i just said yall.. o.O" )

Secret Valentine - We the Kings

2008-06-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

We the Kings - Secret Valentine

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight
secret valentine
We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
I'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine
We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this is just a song i really like. lol. it has no secret meaning, lol, for me anyways. its just really pretty. :3

Happy Fathers Day; Board

2008-06-15T14:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Fathers day to all... dads.

I'm really just posting for lack of anything better to do.
today, on the radio, and i hardly ever listen to the radio, i heard somehitng so terrible, so earsplitting, so horrendous, i almost died. and i mean it. it was.. it WAS, IT WASSS, a Hanna Montanan song. errg! X_x

something about not waiting to see someone again. i couldn't really tell, i was rithing on the floor in pain.

as you can guess, i am not a mileycyrus fan. she changed her name you know. lol.
so really, im not a fan of Destiny Hope Cyrus.
but apparently eveeetrrrryyy one called her miley. yeah right.
but yeah. all she ever sings about is about how grea it is to be a pop princess, get boys, and be a TV star. yuck. i loathe her.

well, Happy fathers day again..
:3

Double Tag, Gathering, and gone alot!

2008-06-13T18:43:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged twice by crissy! its been a while! lol.

The "rules" of the game:

Each player answers the questions about themselves.

At the end of the post, the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names,

then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment,

letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog.

Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

Ten years ago: today, i was 6 years old.. which means.. i was.. probably.. doing girl scout things? i honestly don't remember that long ago!

Five things in today's 'to do list':

wake up,

be picked up by mom form friend's house,

CLEAN MY ROOM! (its never a mess, until i got so busy i didn't have time to think!)

do math test.. again.

blog..

Snacks I enjoy:

chocolate

coke zero

chocolate animal crackers..

Things I would do if I was a millionaire:

take a long nap since i now know i never have to work hard to get money, haha.

Places I have lived: South Carolina.. and South Carolina.. and oh, south Carolina..!

Tagged the Second!

have been tagged by Crissy a while ago. I am supposed to name 7 random and or weird facts about myself. So here it goes:

1. i have no shorts in my wardrobe, yet. flip flops either.

2. if i see another sharpie in my life, i will curl up and die! ( i price tagged and sorted over 3,000 sharpies at work in the past couple days)

3. apparently my type of guy is prep football players. even tho I'm not that kind of person! lol.

4. i am trying to AIM, Blog, and do my religion homework at the same time.

5. i adore WE the Kings, an neto band

6. i will most likely grow up to be a yuppie, haha.

College yuppie (future me)

7. i am really tired.

Now I have to tag 7 people. who ever reads this if you want to play along just leave me a message so I can check your blog out.
and i tag..
Kathy, Kitri, Ash, and Blondie for both of the taggy things. lol!

Okay! well, i have had Ash and kitri interested in my package sending thing, sooo,

i will start collecting stuff for your guys packages. it may take a bit tho! lol. i cant wait to get yours!

and i will be gone alot next week, due to uber busy scedule, and the following week, because i am going to a friend's house to stay a week. that will be fun. mini vaykay. i might post pics of us while we are hanging out and stuff. so yeah. ;3 lots of love!

Emmy

Busyness, SATs Me Shopping, You Shopping, Me Fotoqueen, Heart in Ohio! All My Remaining love, Exchange!

2008-06-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

Busyness!:
Its been really hectic this week.
something everyday!
work, friends, family friends,
SATs.. stuff.
its been quite trying.
and now an old hand injury is starting to hurt me again. ouch. i have to wrap something around my hand as a makeshift splint. right now it is an old ribbon, haha.
so busyness is hectic..
but for a girl with insomnia problems, i am keeping up quite well!
i am enjoying work alot! i am also excelling alot too.
where as it took the other new (not so new anymore) girl over a month to answer the phone,
i am making calls already! i blew up my first balloon 30 minutes into the job, and my first large bouquet on the second. i rock. lol.
i am really learning where everything is quickly. and let me tell u, wills in NOT an easy place to navigate! lol.
i get payed next Thursday. I'm happy. i will have to save it though! lol.so there is your explanation for the decrease in posts, and comments on all of my bloggy friend's blogs. sorry! ive been so busy!

SATs:
well, it is done. i took the SATs for the first time.. SO!
here is what i thought of it..
WHAT A FLIPPING WASTE OF TIME!
i got up early for THAT??!!
it was not hard.. it was easyish. i will tell weather it was overall easish when i get my scores bakc in a couple weeks tho. i don't know who well i did, but i was expecting it to be SO much harder!
but i was also not stressed about doing well since this was a practice run. it was lame tho. no cell phones in the building. im surprised they didn't frisk us. it was strict. no talking Whit other people at all. no gum.. no food.. no talking, u have to bring 2 pencils, #2 only!! lol.
no cell phones at all. sheesh. i wouldn't cheat even if i could, lol.
oh this is the cool part, they had u sign this forum, stating that you wouldn't discuss the test in any part or at all Whit anyone, including, fellow test takers, parents, teachers, councilors, friends and religious persons. HAHAHA. i was almost like, screw that, im telling the WORLD! lol. jkjk, i wouldn't do that. but it is a good excuse for not going through the hairy business of, 'how was ur test?'..' why wont u talk to me about the test?' what kind of questions did they ask?" thing with my parnets. life saver in wolf's clothing? lol. over all: not as bad as first assumed.

Me Shopping:
i went shopping this week. not a good idea i must admit!
but i got some coolio stuff!
a pair of rainbow gloves, and a pastel studded belt. so cute! i will wear it every day to school next year!

You Shopping:
Kathy,
Have the Bookworms Arrived yet? i hope so! lol.

Thanks for all you interest in my bookworms!
thanks ash and Kitri for wanted some! i really hope u can get one!
i added new ones a while ago. :3 go me. lol.

Ive been taking fotos off the wall lately. i enjoy editing them so much!! :3 here is one of my favorites!

yes i know, I'm such a weirdie kid, haha. but tis fashion. and i enjoy being tacky wacky! those are my gloves, the new rainbow one, and my best friends one, my best friend B. has the other. :D

Hawthorne heights: Ohio is for lovers.
well,i think Ohio is for.. people in Ohio.
my heart is at the beach. with someone. ^^ enough said.

All my Remaining Love Goes out to Kathy and little Joshua for the adoption. I'm still praying!

Exchange!

okay, having read many blogs in my short time blogging, i have come across this several times, in many different forms and always thou hgt it was pretty darn coolio!okay, here is how it works...i send u a package of sweet stuff from where i am at.. things that have been sent:music play lists, post cards, stuff i made, cards, stuff from where i work, stuff form where i live, and anything in general i find cute and would like to share with someone.
then u mail me back with like stuff. :D stuff liie listed above, to me. hence thee great exchange.
kitiri had the idea of sending cakes and stuff she made herself. i say rock on! lol.so yeah, if you are interested, then just email me at cuteable@live.com,
and i will give u my address and stuff. ^.^
but this is only for my bloggy friends i know! im not giving it out to random strangers!
T_T lol.
so yeah, love to all of my friends!
ILY!! :3
have a coolness week!
ill get back to u when u have a break from reality!

Work Work Work.. and SATs

2008-06-04T18:34:00.000-07:00

well. i am on my second day of work.
it was nice. i am getting used to it. :D
i work with this sweet girl, Brittney, who is going to college this year.
there is also this girl named Elisabeth, who is getting married in a month,
a 3 guys named Mark, Seth, and Scott.
there are 5 other people i have met so far,
my manager, Bobby, and the three older people, who watch over the kids and run the cash registers, Kelly, Mrs. Darlene and Pam.
i love Wills. its the coolest little place ever.
as soon as i go into work, the rest of the world fades out, and the shop is the world. there is nothing beyond the sidewalk outside. just me, my co-workers, lots of stuff, and some costumers.
i love wills. i am really glad i got a job there. :D
thye say im a prodigy, lol.
i blew up 5 balloons on my first day, and 24 on my second. i also answered the phone for the first time today. it took most of them, at least a couple weeks to even get to the balloon stage. i excel quickly. there is another new lady, i forget her name, but she had been working there a month, and she just answered the phone for the first time last week. I'm so proud of myself. *huggles*
lol
so i enjoy work alot.

SATs

well.. i have sats this weekend.
ANNND, i have decided that i WILL NOT care what my score is. i KNOW i will do badly on the math section. here is why..
i signed up for the SATs 2 months ago, and every morning, the SAT board e-mails you a daily SAT question. for the first month and a half, over 90% of those were Grammar and English problem. sentence definition and stuff. i got over 95% Right on those. (the rest of them, my mom tried and got wrong,) haha
but, about a half a month ago, they started sending me Math problems.. and now i have a 45% Right ratio. SCARRIES! i have not gotten more than three math problems right! i am so scared!
but, i am decided i will not get all hyped up about how badly i do. i will just have to try to prefect that next year at school, when thye give me SAT prep classes. a good bonus of going out for school.
but yeah. its scarry! i have them this Saturday morning, at 6am.
go figure, the only day i i get to sleep in, i have to go let my brains become mush for school. ugh.
just pray for me and stuff. not that i will do well, but just that i will make it. cuz i am not sure i will even be able to do that!

i am going to be suave and wear my PJs to the SATs. that is a trend right now. lol.

an Update,

here is my Etsy shoppe link: http://constantlyhoping.etsy.com

i have added some more bookworms. just to stay in stock, and will soon be adding rosaries made by my mom. Lots of Love to u all! *huggles*

emmy

Happy June! Good news, more good News! new Blog, WIWT

2008-06-01T15:25:00.000-07:00

Happy first of June everyone!
don't you just love it when the month starts on a Sunday? =D
its so organized, (unlike me!)
so yeah. happy first of June! ITS SUMMER!

Good News!!

Kathy!!!
I LOVVEE UUUUUUUU!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Kathy, one of my best bloggy friends, bought all of my book worms on Etsy today!
IM SO HAPPYY! she is going to give them to Destinyand her mom, and Todd and keep one 4 herself. :D lol
but im so happpyy! YAY! U MADE MY DAY!
yay! now i just have to figure out how to sen them. lol.
so yeah. THANKS YOU THE BESTEST EVER!

MORE good news!

I HAVE A JOB!
i have a job!
i hAvE a JoB!
YAY!
well, Will's hired me!
i have a job!
its minimum wage (5.80$ an hour)
and im not working full time, but, its the best thing ever!
YAY! i wll start out blowing balloons for kids and partysand stuff, and slowly advance to cashier. :D also a highlight of my day.

i am making good Friends at oakbrook already!
i went to my twin's party Friday evening. that was fun!
(she is not really my twin, but we are soo similar!! its creepy)
her name is Beth. and we hung out, and it was soo cool!
and i met this guy. he is sweet. i wont tell u his name, yet, cuz my mom might read this, but ill have i know, he is from the same religion! so there. haha. lol.
(my parents have this thing about dating outside of our religion, well, they have this thing about dating in general. I'm not allowed to. until I'm in college. it WAS supposed to e until I'm 16, but since im here now, they decided its still to soon. i was wtf to that. I'm mature. i think. he he)
but yeah. it wa UBER FUN!

so yeah. things are going pretty good for me right now. i am going to go take a nap. even tho i am supposed to be doing some reading, and some math, but its Sunday! idc. lol. I'm napping. well deserved. ^^

the only thing i can think that's bad Right now, is that i have poison ivy, no texting on my phone, and my hair is still and Fugly color of brown. lol.
so yeah. love to u all. prayers to
Kathy for Little Joshua, and Lisa for Girlie!

oh yeah!

i have done it.
found a guyblog!
i have been searching for a blog by a guy. and not one that has to do Whit sports on anything. just a blogging blog. and i found one. he is a nice guy from.. somewhere. I'm not quite sure! lol, but here is his link. ^^

Metis Wong
http://wackychineseboy.blogspot.com/

yeah. check him out if ur interested! :D i added him to the nav bar!

WIWT
today is a lazy dazie. lol. bandage for poison ivy!
its really itchy, and has ointment all over it, so i have a bandage on ym arm. very pitiful looking. lol. if you haven't guessed my favorite colors by now, lol. ur silly.

Genius! House; Does it Ever End? WIWIT

2008-05-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

if that's how u spell it. i'd like to thank
Blondie.. who gave me inspiration. and help. kinda. lol. (my design looks allot like hers.. i cant help but notice)
after messing with my template so much, ive started to get used to how the HTML blogger template worked. which was coolness. so yeah. not that i know how to write HTML or anything, i stink at it. i get href spelled wrong. lol. which confuses me forever. haha. but, i spent alot of time working on editing this template for my private blog. an update blog for our friends who live at the beach. so i used the base form Blondie, and edited things like position, color, fonts, pictures. it was cool. so, i got on my computer and made this picture of the beach. it was fun.
you can go Here to see what it looks like. ^^ this is my list of random stuff blog. so yeah.

i finished watching House. i REALLY liked it. i cant wait till season 5 comes out. i heard something goes one between Cuddy and house. i think that's good for house. i wonder what they call men who are old maids. but not maids. lol. old geezers? haha. jkjk.

does it ever end?

School is never going to end! but, i guess that's because i procrastinate and make blogs instead of doing math , or reading something. but oh well. i have all the summer to do it. i hope. i wish someone would just do it for me. im so lazy. i know. yeah. soo.. im going to listen to more of my books on tape and do some math like a good little girl. lol.

this is an outfit i designed using Polyvore today. itsnt it cute? not actualy what im weairng today.

2008-05-26T14:23:00.000-07:00

by me and Sam and Andy

^^ us having fun. today i did school. blah. i got a job interview at this place call Will's.

thye are a dollar store type place. Completely RAD. thye said thye would call me back this week to see if thye had any hours for me to do. i was like UBER COOLNESS!
so yeah. alll they praying i dad yestersay payed off! ^^ thankyou god!

new blogs!

i have been blog surfing alot lately, and ive found some new ones!
The
Funky Fairy's Blog
im not sure if i mentioned this blog yet.. if i hvae then, here it is again.
Aria's Blog
and..
Cakies's Blog

HAHAHa!

2008-05-25T19:28:00.000-07:00

Hey! click to see some pictures of the CHICKS! (chickens lol)

Memes form Blondie,

2008-05-24T15:30:00.000-07:00

well. these seem to be going around allot lately. i wonder why. but, they are good time killers for sure.
here is one i stolen from Blondie.
yay! i wrote that in HTML by myself. yay!

so here goes.

1. What were you doing 5 years ago today?
oh gosh. well, if i remembered, i prolly wouldn't tell you. i would have been about 11 then. and that time in my life is a bit hazy right now.lol.

2. Name 5 snacks that you love:
a. Chocolate animal crackers
b. pears
c. granola bars
d. Coke Zero
e. fries (soo bad for me too!)

3. What are 5 things on your ‘To-Do’ list for today, or things you’ve already done today
a. sew some ears into my new hoodie i got a wallymart. it will be a bear hoodie.
b. do some science, (yeah right)
c. go shopping, which i have already done.
d. blog
e. finish house, well as far as its gone. almost there!

4. Name 5 things I would do if I won five million dollars:

* Travel the world with different organizations, carefully placing money where it would be the most beneficial and building low cost, high efficiency homes in war torn and impoverished countries. GOOD ANSWER! ill stick with that one.

* Buy some new clothes! i suffer from old clothes syndrome. (i dont have a very big wardrobe)
and get some for mom too. she needs clothes also.

* Give some to my church.

* pay for school, and college for my brothers and i.

* donate it to some organization.. not sure which tho.

5. Name 5 bad habits you have:

* Binge Eating

*Procrastinating when it comes to schoolwork, or any work.

* not saying my morning and night prayers. *yawn*

* Spending money i dont have.

* obsessing about the past, what people think, and how i look.

6. Name 5 places you’ve lived:

*the USA? lol.

7. Name 5 jobs you’ve had:

1. working for my dad. (uggh)
2. babysitting
3, cleaning houses
4. ushering for concerts
5. selling drinks (soda FYI)

ill keep u posted on my hoodie progress, lol.
see ya. and feel free to steal this, lol.

Prince Caspian, Popups, Frogmore Stew

2008-05-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

Hello all!

today i went to go see Prince Caspian with my family. it was a pretty good movie. but it sucked in some ways. it wasn't completely faithful to the books, a BIG disappointment. Susan kissed Caspian in the end. that SUCKED. big time. but all in all it was better than the last one. the first one was to bright. the second one was more mature, darker, serious. i liked it allot more. so yeah.

popups.

i seem to have a a problem with popups. on my blog. i don't get it. does anyone have any ideas as to what may be causing them? maybe something i have in it? i can't hand;e popups now. they recently put a bad virus on my computer. some spy wear. which makes me paranoid. litterally.

to think someone is watching my every move, my every type. who i talk to, what i look at.

so, i am just wondering if anyone else is seeing them on my blog, and has any idea what is causing them.

Frogmore Stew

tomorrow we are going to have some friends over, and make frogmore stew. yumyum. is anyone doesn't know what frogmore stew is, well its giant mixture of lots of stuff. in stew form. u cook it all together, then take it out and eat it. there is kielbasa, corn, shrimp, potatoes, allot of stuff.

i hate shrimp, so i am not sure i want too have any. i few years ago my dad made some for a camping trip, (my dad is a really good cook) i loved it. i liked shrimp then. then i got the flu after having shrimp last year, and now i get queasy every time i see any. it doesn't help that my dad and mom love it, and insist i know how to make it. *YUCK* so maybe ill just have corn. since my 'encourageable' family tells me all the time about how the poor animals are saying 'don't eat me'. i decided that i enjoy being a vegetarian.

HOUSE! getting interesting. i am catching slowly up to TV time. i am on the beginning of season 4.

i am watching guardian angels right now. all about this girl who see's dead ppl. sounds fictional, but apparently it is real. haha. i love house. but its changed so much since season one.

anyway. love to all! thanks for all comments and stuff. ^^ yes Andy is a silly little boy. but 'ilh'.

Andy will be Andy

2008-05-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

Andy is Andy. And any is a photogenic little boy who likes to make lame jokes and usually forgets what he is saying halfway through too. ^^ wait, what was I saying? (he he)
So Andy is silly. He is 9 and his birthday is on July 31. the only reason I think I am posting this is
Because he is standing behind me going, blog me! Blog me!
Because every time I whip out the camera, he is right there, in front of it,
His cute face seems to get publicity,
He is in 80% of the Pics I take,
And I'm board.. And need something to write about.

Here is an interview with Andy to a friend of ours. Haha

Andy:'tell M.R. i said hi, hope u get better.... soon..u make us do to many chores..'

me: 'so what, u deserve it, lol."

Andy:" uhhh.. lemme think.. u type for some.. nooo nooo! don't do thaa.. put it back!misunderstanding... Emmy is typing.. and im not. hehe.. *giggle*"

me:"you are so organized!"

Andy:"*hickup* uhhhhhhhh, hahahahahuhuh. what does it say? i cant.. stop doing that! i mean it! ill tell you when to type! u idiot.. stop typing! noooooo.. uuuhh"

Me: 'this is fun.'

As you can see, Andy is easy to confuse. Lol.
And he laughs to much. I know I family, you are not supposed to have favorites, but, I must say Andy is one of mine. After joshie and Tommy, the babies that it. Lol. He is my favorite older younger boy. That was redundant.

He is also known for over reacting, and being an all out goober. Like most boys of his age, he is a total klutz/goober/gangly/oddball. But don’t let that turn u off. He can be sweet, if there is something in it for him, (aka sweets, the TV, computer games or a trip to dollar tree)
So yeah. He is pretty good boy.
I think. Haha. U judge. ^^

They Grow, Some Card Fun, UFOs and alot of photos.

2008-05-22T14:44:00.000-07:00

Some Random Pics:

Andy looking high, lol

a pretty flower in my garden. hopefully my sunflowers will be coming up soon.

my cute little friend maria. she's a sweetie.

my friend Tommy, on his college break. he and his family came over to play some cards,

monkey in the middle and see he chicks. he's wearing my funky Afro wig. (we were playing poker, lol. and he needed a hat.)

UFOs:

None of these photos were edited in any ways during uploading. the writing was floating in the sky. haha. (jkjk)

They Grow:

the chicks are growing like craaaayzeee. they literally grew over night. they have already gotten so bigg! but they are still as cute as ever. i love their fluffy down so much that i just had to take a picture of it. lol. so here it is. ^^

Tagged!

2008-05-21T10:14:00.001-07:00

I've been tagged by Kathy to list 10 weird or random facts or habits about myself! this should be a random random list, lol.

I watch Sponge bob.. no one is to old for sponge bob!!
we have this cat named peaches, and the neighbors think that he is theirs. i think they need to first take care of the dog they already have, lol.
right now, i have a really bad sore throat. and i just woke up. its 12pm.
i have this old pair of converse, that are.. old. ha ha. i am surprised they have lasted this long.
i believe that if Cuddy let House take those pills, he would be fine. he didn't over react THAT much. just an addict. but not a dangerous one.
I am addicted to a Aime series called death note. and.. I'm still addicted to it.. still..ha ha
if i get any farther behind in school, i wont have any summer.
I have Had about 12 emails in my life time. i still keep ur about 6 of them.
i spend about 70% of my day on the computer.
if my bloggy Friends were any more supportive of me, i wouldn't know what to do! lol

but thanks kathy!

i tag Kitri, Miranda, Crissy and.. kay kay.

Im UP!

2008-05-18T12:15:00.001-07:00

WOHOO! my first item. im so happy i have to tell the world. ok. im done now. im gonna go make some flyers for my other job now. =D

http://www.constantlyhoping.Etsy.com

The Bookworm and the Bubby

2008-05-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

Dunn dun dunnnnn!!

Today i have created my frist BOOKWORM!

yay! i named him charlie. although Charlie is an admirable bookworm, i don't plan on putting him in my shoppe. he's just a starter. but my mom made a couple (she is an expert) and ill put those up. charlie will always be close to me. and my SAT book. =D lol. i will be posting bubbies up for sale later today prolly. at around 2-or 3 dollars each. hopefully i will sell enough to make some money!

Here's a list of things i also wanna sell.

Candles (by us, we have bees so we have wax)
Bookmarks
Rosaries
Hair Clips
Honey
Honey Chap stick
Bubbies
and More Bookworms.

kay kay is a sweetie! love her Blog. if you haven't seen it yet, you should! lol.
also, i have a way you can contact me now!
if you want to talk to me off the blog. my address is Cuteable@hotmail.com

normally i would use Gmail, but i don't like loggin on, and off and on again, so i just use HM.its easier to stay logged into all my emails. many many of them. lol.

I also have the starting of a BUBBIE! a REAL one. if your wondering what a bubbie is, then just look at my first 5 posts. there are some in there i think. but,m he will be blue. dark blue. have have buttons on him. i cant decide if i will make him small or large. idk. what do u guys think. little or big? he will be made out of this cottony stuff. its soft but a little scratchy. I'm not sure. its kinda inbatween. lol.

i also think that Andy will be a great Photographer when he grows up. here is a Picture of Tommy that Andy took. nice little photo ahy? he actually looks like he is smiling. normally when he smiles on camera, it looks like he has a bad taste in his mouth. =D

Jobs Are Hard..

2008-05-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

you can spend your whole life searching, and never find.
you can spend your whole life trying, and never succeed.
you can spend your whole life dreaming, and never have.
you can spend your life wishing, and never achieve your goals,
its hard to believe sometimes, that some people have it worse than you. help them out.
its hard to believe sometimes that some people actually do love you, and just want the best for you. love them anyway.
its hard to believe that some things just dont come out the way you planned. keep trying.
Tomorrow is another day.

well, inspirational poem. just thought it up. if i could sell poems, or thoughts, i could be Rich. i am realizing how much of the world centers around money. the all mighty dollar. *sigh*
i have now applied at over 30 stores for jobs. 60% of which don't higher 16yr olds. the rest wernt hiring. the un-employment rate has gone up drastically this year. but i dont think its because of illegal immigrants. or maybe it is. i dont want to think about it.
but i know its now 5.9% or something. idk.
here are some places i have applied..
Ingles
Target,
pets mart
subway,
bloom,
dunkin doughtnuts
hobby lobby
panera bread
coldstone creamery
brustes ice cream
GNC
bilo
food lion
staples
office depot
chick-fil-et
Wendy's
pizza hut
Walgreen's
rite-aid
CVS
a car wash place..
Starbucks
Dairy queen
home depot
lows
The Clock restaurant
and a birthing center.

you can count.. and thats not even all of them! sheesh. SOMEONE has to be hiring. sorry i whine so much. things just really suck right now. oh well. got to go to bed soon. gotta get up at 6am. i hate having to drive 2 hours for church at 8am. -_- see u all later..

ETSY!!!

2008-05-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

Etsy rocks. i love that site.
i realized today, that i needed more of a way of brining in money to help pay for school.
soo, i decided to make soem etsy stuff.
tomarrow im gonna go to wallymart and buy some bookworm making stuff, and some rosarys. fun. ill sell them. and u have to promise to buy somthing! lol. i need it.
i will hypnotize u all into buying my stuff. =3
ill post a sidebar on here somtime so you can see what ive made, and stuff.
im also gonna do house cleaning jobs in my neighborhood and babysit. i hope i can get 3,000$ before the end of summer!!
its gonna be a challenge. but ill have to promise not to spend any money at all. on like clothes, or food. i have my rents for that. or movies. *sigh*
but, its worth it. oakbrook school is worth giving up movies and new clothes for.

xoxo

emmy

Chicks!! Love, and New Blogs!

2008-05-16T14:56:00.000-07:00

Sugar Ray - Someday

So, this morning my mom and dad were talking about their childhood, and how they both lived on a farm and all. they said they missed chickens. right. well, we live in the city. so keeping chickens at our House is against the law. lol but we have the piece of property we own, we call it the duck lease. because my dad and his friends all own it together, and hunt ducks every duck season there. they deer hunt there too. i will have you know i never eat anything they shoot. it makes me sick. i think ill be vegan now. so yeah, my mom was like, we should get chickens, because the duck-lease is really close to us, (within walking distance) out outside the city limits. soo, later that day, (3pm) my dad comes home with a cardboard box. and its full of baby chicks!there are 24 in there, all cheeping and stuff. they are all round and fluffyy!!!! so cute!

so we each claimed two, and there are some to spare. here are our chicks and some of the crazy names we have to for them. =3Mine.. Chuck Norris and no-name

Jim's Chicks, Charlie and Hatchet.
Sam's Birds, named after his best friend Aden, and we think his future wife, maria, (a red head)he says its named after Mary maria, mother of god. we don't believe him, lol.

so i need a name for my one of my chicks. something girly. because, poor chuck, she's a girl. lol

don't ask about the chuck Norris thing, lol. i kinda feel bad for that bird.

but no-name needs a real name. or I'm just gonna call her NN. =P

so we wont be eating any of these sweet little things thank god, but keeping them for eggs and stuff. so they are the sweetest. my mom named her two chicka-poo and chicka-pee after her childhood chickens. the rest look like little round hamsters or big chipmunks! allot! so we named them Alvin, Theodor, Simon, Rudolph, and Roosevelt.
there are still some no-names left. we will let our dad name those ones.

Love:

A heart full of warmth to Kathy. who is really having a hard time it sounds like. *hugs*

New Blogs Worth Looking AT!

Crissy's Creative Spot

http://chrissyscreativespot.blogspot.com/

and her sister's blog

Kay Kay's Blog

http://babykaykaysblog.blogspot.com/

and a new addition to blogger-dom, a cute blog form a girl with Etsy. =3

http://spiralstone.blogspot.com/

love all!

Emmy

babysit Anyone? Oakbrook rocks my socks! some music, WIWTD,

2008-05-15T11:22:00.000-07:00

Sum 41 - The Hell Song

Babysitting!

last night at 8pm a friend of mine who i babysit for asked me to babysit this afternoon. i was like, uhh, okay, ill call back. I've been busy all week. (idk what it is about this time of year, but everyone is ALWAYS busy!) so anyway, i was doing some school, religion to be precise, and i was so tired from the busy day i had had at oakbrook, that i fell asleep on my work! i woke back up around 2am and was like OHNO! because i had forgotten to call back M. R. who i was babysitting for. so i did some more school, and went back to bed. got up around 7:30am to go work out at the athletically, and got home, and was like, OMIGOSH i forgot to call M. R! so i quickly called her up, and told her i could babysit, lol. so i did it, that baby was FUSSY!! and i was still tired. so yeah. i got 16$ toward my tuition for oakbrook.

OAKBROOK ROCKS MY SOCKS!

i went on a tour and full day visit to oakbrook yesterday.
and it was WONDERFUL!
i made friends instantly!! i met this girl named Bethany and this girl named mariah, and a girl named Marie, who i knew form when we were young. (we did a Modesty fashion show together.)
so that was wonderful! the teachers were so nice, and were really friends with everyone of the students! Ive never seen someone teach other people like that. it was so intimate. the teachers knew how to teach each student, and explain things to them individually so they would understand the problems and stuff. the classes were Small too, so you wouldn't get lost. the smallest was 4 students, (AP Spanish) and the biggest was English ad 15 students in the class.

and there was no separation between the grades at ALL! the seniors were best Friends with sophomores and freshmans, and you would find all different grades in one class. you didn't go to a class by your grade, just by how advanced you were. so it was never had to keep up with. the kids were awesome!, all EXTREMELY friendly and nice. very welcoming, and NON-cliquish. there were no clicks. everyone was friends. which was cool. i fit right in, with a bunch of girls and guys who had the same clothing, music and movie tastes as i do! (With i a miracle, because i have no friends who like my strange music tastes) lol. so that was a insta-Friend thing.

even my parents said they could find NOTHING wrong with this school. its perfect.

i really, want to go there. but it 6,000$ a year. i have to pay half of that. so I'm working on babysitting house cleaning flyer's right now. i HOPE to hell i can earn that money before June! (like yeah right) but, I'm praying really hard on that.

i forgot to tell you that this school has UNIFORMS.

but they are nice uniforms, and they are VERY lenient on them. they basically let u wear anything with khaki pants or a skirt. this is an example of what i would be wear most days to school. its okay. not my style, but you can work With it.

thanks to the anonymous comments I've gotten. its cool. and apparently there is someone reading my blog who lives in my area. cool. =3

a new school. wiwt.

2008-05-13T16:50:00.000-07:00

We the Kings - Check Yes Juilet

New School

right now im homeschooled. not that i have anything angaint homeschooling, i mean, it works for some people, but i hate it. vehimentaly. so, my rents are looking into sending me to a nice school. i'd be ifne with public, but, thye have to send me to a privae school. which are notoriously expensive. our first chouce right now is oakbrook school. nice, the unifroms are strict, but the kids are nice. and its only 6,000 a year. hah, only. the sencond is this boarding school in.. idk actualy. i just know its far away. i really dont want to go there actualy. its run by old fashioned nuns, and thye are STRICTER than hell!
i wouldnt be able to go off campus, or have a computer, or blog anymore! or even go shoping! *faints*
not a good scene. but, its onyl 3,000 $ a year. much cheeper, and its boarding.
last, is a jumpstart program at out local technical college. where classes are about 300$ per a class, per a year. i get fullcredit in college for all the classes i take there. so if i took english 1, i wouldnt have tot take it in college. i good bonus i admit, but only dorks go to tech schools.
so, its not a pretty scene at our house when we tlak about schools.
oh well. tomarrow, i will go to oakbrook to visit for a day. to see what it is like.
who knows. i may end up going there. but first i need 6,000 dllars. donations? lol, jk.
we will see, we will see.

today is a lazy day. i feel crummy. i mean like litteraly. i feel like crumbs. maybe its those cookies i made. who knows.
tomoarrow i get to go to the mall (maybe) and get some jeans, a highlight.
and a hoodie form wallymart. which will be black, so i can sew little ears on the top, so i cna be a kitty. i love hello kitty. ^_^

Sunday Sunday, Rocketship

2008-05-11T16:09:00.000-07:00

i have decided i like this song.

today i am really board, and not willling to do my homework. go figure.
so, i took some photos of my baby brother. =3

Questions and Answers..

2008-05-11T11:56:00.000-07:00

i enjoy these things so much, that i decided to post another. lol.
im splitting it up tino parts since its SOO long! try it yourself! i'd loove to see what ur life is like, and stuff. ^_^

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
the Hound of the Baskervilles, (uck!)
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?
2:59:30 pm
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
a Dell insignia and LOTS of sharpie form my best friend.
FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Not a board game, but a card game - Uno
FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Teen Vouge
FAVOURITE SMELL?
.. hot chocolate in the early morning in hershy PA (WOW, if u ever spend the night tere! wow!)
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
humm.. a mixture of all the hate and saddness ever i guess ill call it hattnes.
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING?
here we go again..
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
Under 7, coz thats when it goes to Messagebank
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
if its a girl then Jessica Rose
boy then Christopher Mathew
FAVOURITE COLOUR?
Black, because its the rainbow mixed into one.
WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE?
God..
FAVOURITE FOOD!
Too many to choose from...I LOVE my food!
YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Violin deffinitly! or.. maybe gituar. lol!
DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
Yup - racings in my blood!
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
well, not really. i have bears in my bed, i use them as pillows tho. or whatever. lol.
WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
IF I HAD A CAR.. then it would be a Mini couper convertabel bagie.
WHO IS THE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?
Joshua
FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
well. i dont drink, im to young, but prolly memosa.
WHAT'S IN THE BOOT OF YOUR CAR?
like i said, if i had a car, then prolly groceries.
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
Yes
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE?
renouned Movie criteque, i get to see free movies!
EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
if i knew what real love was, then no.
GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
id this a trick question>?!?!
FAVOURITE MOVIE?
.. really, this is a hard one.. i think the butterfly effect or Lord of the Rings.
DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
Yes
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? soem boxes, brick to hold it up. alot of dust. my lockbox.
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST AMBITION?
I DONT HAVE ANY!
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?
sorrow
IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE?
in the middle of a feild of green grass and daisys! :)
WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
my awusome old confee beat up converse. shoes.
BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY?
im a City Girl
TECHNOLOGY OR ART?
Art!
COMEDY OR HORROR?
horror.
FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
hair, i love guys hair. especially the new long style. its cute!
FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY?
sunny afternoons..
THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
a Relient K and Abba cd..s.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? Back and shoulders/neck
WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?
Mind
WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
who said anything about mornings?
WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN ITEM?
i dont own my own kitchen..
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON?
fall.
IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD ITBE? to fly.. for sure.

DO YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT? No - but if i did, it would be a heart at the back of my neck.

Happy Mothers Day, WIWT, Pics Parade

2008-05-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers too my Mom, and all u Moms out there! =3

i really dont have muhc to post today. im going to go take a nap. then give my mom er mothers day present.. and have some lamb for dinner. but, if my family makes a single lamb joke im going Vegan for the rest of my life. the do all of these terrible jokes whenever we eat lamb. like they go
'baaaa baaa, dont eat me! baa' just as im taking a bite. -_-

WIWT-
this is as close as i could get to what im wearingtoday. it wore it to church.
slightly uncomfy, but, cute. =3

Pics Parade!

'what are you takeing pictures of me for?!?'

'humm well, lets see. its mothers day, lol.'

want some dough? Pita! from Dough to Yummy Pitas!Jim and i when we were babys. =3

my mom's photoalbum projects. this is of Jim as a baby. awww!

30 questions..

2008-05-09T13:57:00.001-07:00

1) Spell your name without an E
Mmy
2) Are you currently in a relationship?
no yeshh..
4) Do you like your life right now?
yes and no.
5) What was the last item you bought?
litte girl hair clips. awww.
6) What was the last thing you drank?
water.
7) Who was the last person you hugged?
i really dont remember.
8) What are your piercings?
two in each ear.
9) do you think your breath smells?
hard to tell. Maybe? Lol.
10) What plans do you have for tomorrow?
ehh, prolly hang out. Get my hair dyed, wake up by 9.. uuhhh
11) What do you hate?
not being able to leave the house..
12) Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
the floor..? I was doing school and was soo sleepy!
13) Are you texting anyone?
I don’t have texting..
14) Do you have a best friend?
yeah, i hope so.
15) How are things between you and your friends?
not as good as the SHOULD BE.
16) What is your favorite romance movie?
sleepless in Seattle
17) What was the last compliment that you received?
I don’t think ive gotten one in a while..
18) Do you forgive and forget?
I forget.. easily.. usually b4 I forgive.
19) Would you rather love with a guarantee of a heartbreak or never love at all?
better to live and love, than live and not love at all.
20) What is more important, happiness or trust?
if you trust someone there will be happiness.
21) Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
yeah..
22) What are you thinking about right now?
my music.. and this post obviously, lol.
23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
my 6 month old baby brother… well it was more of a ‘ahhhhhhhhh gugahh’
but I took it as an I love u. :D
24) Do you think they meant it?
i hope so.:D
25) What time did you go to bed last night?
4 am
26) What was the last movie you watched?
uhm.. I am Legand. I think.
.27) What CD is in your stereo?
uhm.. I think Relient K.
28) Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
yes. And I had nothing to do with it ending. I miss it too. =’(
29) Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
loudddd.
29) Are you a beach or a snowy mountain person?
neither actually. I like fields and pastures.
30) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
yeah.

ITs HERE! What's Wiw-wit? Im Ready to DYE!

2008-05-09T13:21:00.000-07:00

ITS HERE!

the NEW BLOG TEMPLATE FROM BLONDIE! im SOOOO PHYCHED! GO BLONDIE!
the best graphic disigner bye far i have seen ever!
she is the sweetest too! she gave it to me for free!
=3 i just wanna hug her all day! ist it the bomb diggity!!
yayness! i adore it! ^.^
YAY!
EVERYONE JUST GIVE BLONDIE A BIG THANKS!

Whats Wiw-Wit? (lol)

wondering what wiwwit is? its What Im wearing today. lol.
i cant help but share my rad styles with the world! lol.
sometimes a bit dark, and always CRAZY! but what can i say. . its fashion!
this is what i look good in. and its a trend. lol. im lurving every minute of it.
listening to Racing Kites - This Love
=3

Im Ready to DYE! (my hair duuuhhh)

due to a total mood swing problem, i have decied i look horrible!
(u know how it goes, u look in the mirror one moody day, and go, 'OH GOD! is that MEE?', so u decide to change ur style totaly.. and u do.)

it started wiht a haircut. which i wanted for a long time.. and i thought it woudl stop there..
but no, i still look hidious, so, im dying my hair DARK brown, or almost black.. i got soem makeup, and am experimenting wiht soem new styles. im buying soem new jeans, sine call mine have holes in them (ACK!) my mom asked me, well i thought ripped jeans were in fashion> isnt that why u trashed u last pair of jeans? i said, NOT! the was LAASSSSSYYY year! lol, now its skinnies jeans. thase are cute. but, i must admit, not the BEST for my body shape. which is why im also dieting. big time. lol.

i think i have a weightloss problem, since i hover around a steady 160 no matter what i do.
evan starvation doesnt work! uhhh. i about to sneak out and buy diet pills.
anyhow. enough whining!
ive got some spam emails to answer. maybe ill post an intrsting one or two here.
love u all!

xoxoxox

emmy

Back! WIW, Plans, WAY COOL!

2008-05-07T12:50:00.001-07:00

Well. im sorry it took me so long to post somthing!
i wasnt having a good week. and it kinda hard to write in somthing so cheerfull when ur so down.
well, u got a total mood lift form Blondie. she has the blog template ready for me!
im UBBERRR happy about that. it is the most wonderfull thing iver ever SEEN!
if you want to see an example, go to http://travellingablog.blogspot.com/ .
i CANNOT wait to out it up. full credit goes to Blondie from http://blondieblogdesigns.blogspot.com/
she is on the sidebar too.
other news~

What im wearing today.
(this just goes to show my mood, lol)

My Plans.

well, the concerts went well i think. not as fun is i remember them being, but good. im kinda sad about unjoining my choir, but ive got a job now. well ALMOST! lol.
im pretty sure i will get this job as a phone answering person.. thing at a midwife's office. fun i know. -_- lol.
im kinda scared about it, but, im sure it will be fine. after all, there is a BOY my age doing the same job, and if He can handle it, then i can. lol.
so yeah.. im prefecting my haircut, wiht fringes, and trying to style it in an oldfashioned 'big hair' do. lol.
so yeah. im gonna go do some work now.
thanks for comments even when i was posting! i love u alll!!

^_^

the Death Note

2008-05-02T23:54:00.000-07:00

Fullview Please! (i have no idea what to post, so here is a cartoon for you)

oh, BTW.

i almost forgot to tell u guys!

i am expecting a blog template form Blondie's templates. I'm so excited! she said she has something good in mind, and i cant wait for itt!! ooh!]so excited.

i hope its uber cool!

ANYWAY. my busy busy weekend it going good so far. i felt really stressed all day, but made it without bursting into tears or dieing. so that's a good sign. i sang at my concert, and rocked the house. that was fun. the church we sang at's minister said he liked us so much, he wanted to have us back to sing a song or two for his service sometime. that made me happy. ^_^ I've never been to a baptist service before! tomorrow, i have tea party for friend.. a mom friend.. form 12-4, 4:30-5:30, i have birthday party( which i am going to miss 5 hours of!-_-) from 6-9 i have a baseball game i am singing the anthem at, and from then until usually about 4 am, i am going to do school. yay me. then i get up early, and go to a hotel room and watch my baby brother all day while doing math, and lit.. really fun. -_- oh well. u didn't really need to know any of hat, I'm just a lonely soul. c ya guys Monday! ^_^

a Pocky Charm, and Aspireing Artist who is really stressed and about to go insane, but loving it. ^_^

2008-05-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

some pics i drew, and uhmm. stuff. im going to be uber busy for the next couple days, so if i dont post much, forgive me please. not as if anyone cares, lol. i dont have they many readers.

More Chalk and a Cheer-er-up-er

2008-05-01T12:55:00.000-07:00

Today i have a concert pracite for my choir. we have a concert tomarrow, and i am stressed! what a busy weekend. today, dress rehersal, tomarrow, concert, saturday, is messy, i have a bsaeballgame i am singing the national anthem at, then straight to my best friend's birthday party. at the same time, my mom is going to a tea party, and the boys have.. somthing, im not sure what it is anymore. anhow..
so.. tonight, i have the promise of coming home to lucky charms and pears.. and maybe some pocky. yum yum.
my mom is going shopping while i am in my 3 hour practice. whew!
we go shopping once a week. usually on Fridays. and we load up for the week. which is a big deal in a family of 7. by the end of the week, we are really low on food too. so. my mom goes on the trip, and spends usually up to 300$s. that is allot of food. but, with a majority of the personages in our house being hungry teen boys, the food goes REALLLLY fast.

we have recently aguired a turtle name charlie. he is a snapping turtle.

we found him in this pile of mulch. we kept him for a bit, but we had to retun him to the wild yesterday. luckily i got some pics of him. he really is samll. we kept him in this little old fishtank of mine.

so now i need to go do some math. humm.. i might bring my camera to choir, but it hard to take pics since they don't really give us any time to socialize. see yal!

My Light in the Dark

2008-04-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

some would say family, friends, god or money. i say cookies, chai Tea and a good movie.
all the remedy for a bad day. ^_^

My Dirty Room

2008-04-29T14:29:00.000-07:00

man is my room dirty! lol.

i felt like a rat living in a hole in the ground.. like a hacker or somthing, lol.

so i decided to clean up, uber good. that just goes to show how board i am.. or was,
so here are some pics of my room before and after.

Before

After

Lazy Days; Reb Balloons;Movie Spoof; Sunday Morning;

2008-04-28T07:29:00.001-07:00

Lazy Days:
An Uber Cute Oldies song,

99 Red Balloons:
99 red balloons, floating in the sky,

99 red balloons, float way up high,
99 red balloons, couldnt catch them if you tried,

99 red balloons, drifting off.. goodbye!

today i watched the bourne movies. they were okay, but i had a joke about the bourne ultimatum, its the bourne Ultomato! ahaha.

Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning

it was raining this morning. and it rained yesterday too. just reminded me of this song.yeah yeah, i know its singing about sex, but isnt that all maroon 5 sings about? and it is a lovely song. ^_^

something more cheerfull later.. maybe some pictures of my choir friends.

.For Kitri.

2008-04-27T16:41:00.000-07:00

Kitri and her Blog.

On those rainy days

when there's nothing left to do.

I go out side and take pictures

Kitri, I'm thinking of you.

For my bloggy friends who read

My long rambling posts

Here is a poem for Kitri

one of my friends I value the most.

When the sky is raining

And I need some cheering fun,

I go on my blog and look at your posts,

And happiness comes out like the sun.

Babies See Angels; Gardening; What i'm Wearing Today; Update

2008-04-27T13:01:00.000-07:00

Angel Babies

"really think that babies do see angels. When they look up and coo and smile maybe they do see something we can't. It really makes you wonder. Maybe the angels come to the innocent because they will have no memory of it.They say we all have guardian angels watching over us and maybe they are there when we are born, and they watch over us our whole life, until the day we die. And then they help us find our way home." - http://angelsghosts.blogspot.com/

Gardening

today we had a lovely sermon by our pastor on spare time. he suggested that instead of spending time surfing the web, or "blogging" (he actually said that), that we should spend time gardening. it feed the ecosystem, looks beautiful, and if you grow the right things, save you money at the grocery store. you can spend the spare money promoting you blog. lol. now i cut back on the surfing, but the blogging? i don't think so. lol. so technically i took his advice. i started a garden, i now have one bamboo plant in a pot. there's my garden. anyway.

i plan on growing a flower garden soon, to go besides my mom's vegetable garden. i will grow all the flowers they have in the little seed packets at walmart. i WILL! remind me please.

What I'm Wearing Today

Update!:

There's Something Good headed for kitri later today when i write some poetry for you! xoxo!

Tea; Award; My brother; Opinions?

2008-04-26T17:34:00.000-07:00

So, i think, since i have an award now, i feel bad for people who don't have awards!

so i am deciding to award and award to my best reader, Kitri!!

http://kirtis-eyes.blogspot.com/

she makes the sweetest pieces of thought ever! and has a beautiful poetic blog.

i think you are the best. so, i award Kitri the Rock'n Blogger girl Award! to being a Rock'n Blogger, who makes cool posts, and the Nice Matters Award, for making nice comments and posts. you can save them from my blog, and post them into yours, if u want.

so yeah, that is for today.

Tea:

I Have not had my tea for today! i just realized that a second ago. i don't know about some people, who are Coffee fanatics, but i love tea... well, i love coffee too. when I'm out, i drink coffee, but i don't drink it before bead, i drink tea before bed. i love chamomile and apple Cinnamon spice.

i think ill go have some after i finish this post.

Brothers:

i have 4 of them. i know, i know. its allot, but i love them all!.. all. lol. most of the time,

i just realized how thin my walls are! my brother has his radio on, and i can hear him singing allot to fergie! ooooo! his is singing the clumsy song. giggle. i think its hilarious! okay, so i spyed a little, but it was humorous!

Opinion:

what do you prefer?:

Short posts, one picture, a sentence or two..

Medium Posts, one subject, couple paragraphs, maybe a pic or two.

long posts, sever shot subjects and photos, 3 or 4 paragraphs,

Uber Long posts, a rambling long line on one or two subjects, mostly 1-3 pages long.

Post on Pieces of thought section Please! ^_^

April 26 2008

2008-04-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

Award:

Today, i recived an award today, the Rockin Blogger Award and the Nice Matters Award.

awarded to me by Kathy. i am soo happy! ive never gotten an award in my life, and i got 2 in one day! yayayayayay! ur the BEST kathy! she's my bloggy friend. so that is a bright spot in my week! my blog has taken off this past week, last week, the only traffic i had was my mom, this week, i have at least 10 people visiting ..every other day? alot.

so yay. thanks kathy.

Today my Lucky Charms had a New marshmellow in it.

it was the Pot of Balloons. it was a yellow balloon.. wiht no gold. it was yummy.

i luv lucky carms. they're magically delicious. hehe.

What im wearing today.

Animal Crackers and a Wonderfull Mother..

2008-04-25T22:20:00.000-07:00

A Common joke is going around, and it follows so..
" do vegetarian's eat Animal Crackers?"
and.. yes.. all my friends.. THEY DO! i DO!
i uber love chocolate Animal Crackers.
i just ate an elephant. nom nom nom.

today, i got a nice comment from Lisa at http://little-did-i-know.blogspot.com/
Thank you for your comment Lisa!
so i checked out her blog. Really NICE! its all about her and her adorable children. i suggest you visit it! lol. A+ blog. ^__^

Chalk Day

2008-04-25T16:21:00.000-07:00

Today i chalked on our road with my brother Andy (7).

we drew some bubbies, a sunset, some pictures of Mary and Jesus, and last but not least, the name of cuteable.. and its big, lol. i took some good pictures, so that was fun.
today i love Facebook, so i went on, and did lots of stuff.. on it. lol.

i went shoping today, and got some hair care products for my new doo.

some garner Frutics sleek and shine jell, and some curl cunch. i also boiught some strawberry pocky. i dont know abot you, but i love spongebob squarepants. and i have since it first came out.

today i rewatched the first season, that brought back good memories. spongebob has come so far!
but after season 4, all it did was lame. they totaly ruined spongebob. thye took the real comedy out of the little yellow sponge, and made him a lude kitchen utencil. it just istn the same.. ah well. season one is stil great! and 2.. and 3..4.. ^_^ lol. tomarrow i will go and see expelled wiht my mom, my best friend and her mom.. and etc. it will be big. ^_^

The Fell deed!

2008-04-24T14:50:00.000-07:00

the fell deed had been done!

i hat cut my Hair!

annddd!

ITS WONDERFULL! I LURV IT!

okay, i know im posting an awuful lot today, but im BOARD! lol.

before and after. yay! what im wearing today is..

Some stuff of April 24

2008-04-24T10:59:00.000-07:00

Uber BIG Thanks:

An Uber big Thanks to Kathy of http://mycrazylife-kathy.blogspot.com/,

a cute blog, who yesterday made a wonderfull comment and post on and about my blog. thanks, cuz now ppl will see your post, and know about my blog!
kathy runs a cute blog on her life as a foster mom, and what she does, and anything cute she finds. i googled cute blog, and this was one of the first i found, so YAY KATHY!

she likes Stargate SG1, and atlantis, i love those shows!! so check out that blog, and a big hand to her. thanks for the comments on my pictures. lol.

A New Haircut;

tomoarrow in intend to get a haircut.
rightnow, it is at a very undesirable length.. just below collarbone. it is too short to do those cute briads, and too short to make a bun. but to long to do mini buns, and too long for it to look good cheer-leader style. i hate it right now!

i have this light brown, wiht natural grayish highlights hair. it is wavy on most of it, but frizzy on the rest. wiht a bit of real curl undre my wave and friz. i have longlong bangs, that are brushing my nose on one side of my face, while at eye level on the other. very unevan.

so i am thinking about getting it cut.. short.

i alwasy wanted to do this, but chickend out at the last minute and got a sholder length do. that alwasy grows out to the lengh it is now.. and it wont grow any longer. unfortunatly.

so, rece witherspoon short.. well nto quite. JUST ENOUGH to put up. for sure this time. i ahev a little babysitting money, and ill have just enough after the cut, to go see Expelled wiht my mom and friends.

like these two. A little shorter for the one on the right. just a bit! lol.
but basically just like these.

Porperty of Kelly:

i just found the cutest blog! its a blog by a graphic designer. and she takes WONDERFULL photos of plant life. i have now run out of plants to take pictures of. lol. so adorable! i love the little birds.
it is http://propertyofkelly.blogspot.com/ check it out! i think you will like what you see!

Very Tempting

2008-04-23T19:37:00.001-07:00

my strawberry church outfit on www.polyvore.com.
yay me! soo cute! i wihs i had this set!!

cute little cat

2008-04-23T12:08:00.000-07:00

soo cute! i am going to make a peice of flair button for Facebook. i hope it will be a big hit.

post # 15.

Save your Children from the cooties!

2008-04-23T11:56:00.000-07:00

Have your Children checked for Cooties right now! anyone is at risk of cathching cooties.

protect yourself.

the babysitting job:

some times, i get no business.. some days, i get so much im stressed to death.

yesterday i got 2 calls asking for last minute back to back babysitting jobs. WHEEW!

i hope i get some big bucks. im trying to buy a timmie mug from M. Patrizio.

timmie!!

Happy Earth-Day!

2008-04-22T12:24:00.000-07:00

happy Earthday my few readers! maybe someday, i will get alot of you. lets just keep hoping!

anyways. i googled some cool ways to save the enviorment, live healthy and be cool, all at the same time! ^_^ happy earth day!

Reuse whatever you can, including aluminum pie tins, glassware, plastic cutlery and aluminum foil.
Keep used paper in a stack and use the flip side for scrap work.
Try to buy items that are less toxic to the environment when produced. For example, use vinegar and water as a replacement to glass cleaner.
Shop for durable, long-lasting products. For example, use a metal razor instead of disposables, or a metal roasting pan instead of a disposable one.
Buy in bulk--this saves not only on packaging that you would eventually have to dispose of, but reduces tremendously the amount of industrial waste generated to make the packaging.
Turn Food Into Fuel
Change Your Lightbulbs - compact fluorescent lightbulb (CFL), a funny-looking swirl that fits into standard sockets. CFLs cost three to five times as much as conventional incandescent bulbs yet use one-quarter the electricity and last several years longer.
Hang Up a Clothes Line - You could make your own clothes with needle and thread using 100% organic cotton sheared from sheep you raised on a Whole Foods diet, but the environmental quality of your wardrobe is ultimately determined by the way you wash it. A recent study by Cambridge University's Institute of Manufacturing found that 60% of the energy associated with a piece of clothing is spent in washing and drying it. Over its lifetime, a T shirt can send up to 9 lbs. of carbon dioxide into the air.
Eat Healthy!

How Eating Healthy is good for you, and the Enviroment

It seems that in the last few years, there has been a major commercial movement towards "going organic" or "going green." While this may be a positive attempt at redirecting our future, many people still remain apprehensive about the claims made my retailers, producers, the government, and even the USDA. Fortunately, a large majority of it isn't merely hype to sell products; instead if is a movement in the right direction. Going green and organic can improve the health and lifestyle of your family as well as work towards a healthier and safer environment.
Working towards a greener lifestyle isn't always easy and may take some time. While there is a sense of immediacy you don't need to rush out and buy a hybrid, cultivate your own crops, and rebuild a greener home in the matter of a day. You can make small but significant steps to pave the way towards a greener life style. Once you get going you will be able to increase your rate of transformation until you've achieved your goals. A great way to start is by creating a healthy diet of organic foods. Organic foods will keep you and your family healthy, support local farmers who work to use natural farming techniques, and save the environment by eliminated pesticides and growth hormones from their farming methods.

Why Should You Go Organic?
Growing food organically educes the amount of pollution, in the form of pesticides and synthetic fertilizers, that enters the ground and streams surrounding a farm
Eating organically grown foods reduces the amount of toxins in the form of pesticides, fertilizing chemicals, and growth hormones that enter the body.
Buying organic food supports non industrial farmers who work towards a safer and purer farming system.
Make it Your Self: It's not always easy to find all organic products but that doesn't mean you can't eat organically. Stock up on organic seasonings and can goods so you can make things like homemade sauces that will be organic. It may take a little extra work but the taste and health factor is well worth the time.

Spring Pictures

2008-04-21T22:56:00.000-07:00

Some Spring pictures i took.

i recently used a Nikon d40 camera, and loved it! i have D70, and its a great camera, but i liked the D40 better. mroe light-weight, bigger on-camera screen, it takes brighter pictures, and its smaller. i want one! i also want a good coffee mug, and a graphics tablet.

i am thinking about asking m. patrizio for a special mug. one with a timmie on it. i love coffee, alot. i like chocolate silk folgers at home. outside, i like starbucks mocha frap and a luquid highway chi latte. yumyum. timmie mug. i wodner how much it would be. lol. im to poor for it right now, but idd love to save up! im working on getting a job rightnow, so maybe then ill have some money. ^_^

Luff song

2008-04-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

A Luff Song by lucylou21

This is a really cute song. ^_^ this girl has a voice. i like how the guy is wearing a baby's onzie.

Stuff i Love Today

2008-04-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

some stuff i love today.

a hello Kitty mouse fro your computer.. adorable!

the Book Twilight by Stephine Myer. wonderfull book. there is a movie comming out later this year, december 12!~ im so happy!

a wee-ninja. this guy is soo cute! i found him at this wonderfull little website called

Apple Cover. its an apple moomoo. ^__^

this is from http://crochettogo.blogspot.com/

Stuff i Love Right Now

2008-04-20T21:06:00.001-07:00

some stuff i love right now are...
Cheeper by the Dozen (1950)

this cute Tofu pincoushin found at http://blog.craftzine.com/

aviator glasses!!

these cute felt hair pins i found at http://www.quiethourstoys.com/

Kimya Dawson, she sang 80% of the songs in the new Movie Juno.

and the CuppyCake Song. sung by this cute little girl, Amy Castle, a three year old. but she is my age now! lol. she's certianly grown up. her website is http://www.cuppycake.com/ . check it out! so cute. ^__^

you can pause the msuic up at the top lefthand corner. it the nodding teddybear.

Bamboo and Flowers

2008-04-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

my bamboo. im posting this on honor of M. Patrizio, who just posted about her bamboo. i got mine at wally mart. as all good southerners do. and shop there. ^_^ lol. this is my bambi.

yesterday, one of my mom's college friends and her childern cam over for i viset before they move to austrailia.one of the kids names was krista. she like to take photos as much as i do. i was so happy to find a friend who actualt understands how i like to take photos. most of my friend shun camera cz thye think they are ugly. what ever. but krista and i went out and took pics of the flowers. here are some of our best ones. ^_^

the Rain drops

2008-04-15T10:47:00.000-07:00

chibii raindrops. ahhhh.. we are falling.

i need to spend more time on the computer DRAWing. i use my dad's tablet to draw, but i have to use the worlds crappiest program. im working on getting him to download the Paint.net rogram. the world's best free photoediting softwear. so, yeah. cute little raindrops.

Digital Bubbies

2008-04-15T10:38:00.001-07:00

a bubbie and a raindrop, and some other stuff i drew on my dads tablet pc.

Stuffed Animals and Candles

2008-04-09T17:57:00.000-07:00

i have some favorite plushies. greenmonster, rontuareu, my webkinz koloie, my kola. lol. here they are.

I've had them for ages. well, all except rontuareru. he is newer. i like webkinz. i should prolly set up his account, but i haven't gotten around to it yet. he just looks cute for now. i also have some candles that I've gotten over the years.

i actually have about 5 of the, but these three are my favorites. my Mushroom i got at one of those mr. gatty's prize stand things, and the other i got at a flea market in northcarolina i got him while on vakay. and for free! the last is mr. Caterpillar. he is so cute. i don't remember where i got him. anyway.i think i have a thing for marsh life candles. mushroom, turtle, catipillar.. i know. anyway. here is a pic of my favorite earrings. strawberry dangles. i have some more of them, but i .lostem, lol. i lose earrings and stuff really easly.

i have this meal i like to make. ill post it tomorrow. a yogurt and cereal cross. yummy. so c ya

emmy cuppycake

Cherry Tree of Spring

2008-04-08T20:19:00.001-07:00

i was driving home, on my way back from looking for a job, and i saw this cherry tree. it was in full bloom. i wanted to take a picture of it, but i didnt have my camera on me. i was surfing for photography blogs, when i found this one. really wonderfull. i love the expression this lady has.
it makes me want to make a flower arangment.. maybe ill go into flower arangments.. i only have one in my room tho. and its dried... maybe ill photograp that too. anyway. more on that later..

Adopted Stuff- a Strawberry Cuppycake, and some strawberry Pocky.

emmy cuppycake

Bubbies

2008-04-08T14:54:00.000-07:00

i have decided to call my little eared friends bubbies. the insperation came from my mom.. and she got it from samuel, who said thye looked like tellatubbies. and andrew, who said they looked like teddy bares.. i said thye were neither. andrew also said they were little colorfull big eared space men.. i said shut up. but, telletubbies ad bears combined makes, Bubbies. so, they are now, bubbies. the first bubbie shall be calleeddd.... freddy bubbie! SOO CUTE!

yeah. well. he is cute. i now hate shrink art. it ruined my blue and orange bubbies. as well as a Pig, a Bird and elephant. im so sad now. but, i have decided to just to color bubbies now. thye are cute. maybe ill make them, if i can figure out how to sew them. ill try it. they have to be soft though. anyway.

More Things..

2008-04-08T06:49:00.001-07:00

more of those little things. i dont know what to call them yet, maybe just things? no, thats lame. how about.. i dont know got any ideads? well.

i make them with shrink plastic, or shrink art, and watercolors. i should prolly use acrillic or somthing, but whatercolors is all i got. it takes forever to get the watercolors dry enough to actualy stick to the plastic, but then ending result is beautiful.i also have to spray it with this plastic varnish substance. it is suposed to make a hard finish to the back, but it just makes it sticky so far. i am thinking about using nail polish instead. there are some of the things, unshrunken, and already shrunken. there are some animals and things.. i need some more creativity! i am running out! lol.

starting

2008-04-07T13:42:00.001-07:00

hey. i just wanted to save this name and stuff. so.. untill; i get somthing started.. idk. lol